My eyes fluttered open and I had the biggest pain in my neck. I must have fallen asleep with my back to the door. "Ah" I sat up and cracked my neck. My eyes felt tear stain, I need to shower. I got all the way up and walked across the hall to my bathroom and turned on the hot water.
I stripped my clothes and stepped in, the water seemed to take away some of the ache but not all of it. I'm doing this for him... Not for me... He will learn that sooner or later...
I stepped out of the shower and walked back to my room. I changed into my leggings and anchor tank top and I threw my hair in a messy bun. I grabbed my phone and finally turned it on. I didn't have any texts from Shawn but I had a few from everyone else, Jess must have given everyone my number.
Jess
*I'm sorry Shelbi! Shawn made me tell him*
*I miss and love you!*
Cameron
*how could you leave without saying goodbye? :( *
Nash
*aye I just bumped into Shawn, he's coming after you*
Taylor
*I didn't think this would blow out of the water that much, damn can't anyone take a joke?*
Jack J
*hey girlllll, it was nice meeting you! Never got the chance to say bye*
Matt
*thanks for giving Jess the option to stay with me, she told me everything... I'll miss you shelb ;) *
I logged on to twitter and my followers jumped up to almost a million "holy shit!" I started to scroll through the comments.
*wow she actually left Shawn?!? Yes now he can come after me*
*she's probably just sleeping around with anyone in her home town*
*she's such a slut*
Comment after comment was just hate. But I looked up Shawn's profile and posted out
*if you guys were my real fans that I have come to love then you wouldn't be the hateful people I see now.. Back off Shelbi*
Ugh.. I locked my phone and threw it on my bed. I looked at my alarm clock and it was 6, wow I slept awhile. My stomach growled at me and that was my que to get food. I walked out of my room and down the stairs, my mom was in the kitchen "hey honey" I smiled "want some left over pizza?" I nodded and she put 2 slices on a plate for me and I walked over and plopped myself on the couch. I flipped on the TV to channel 5 to watch the news.
"Breaking news on Shawn Mendes" I nearly choked on my damn pizza. "News has it that the one and only Shawn Mendes bailed on his tour and fled to Washington, a reporter on the team has caught up with him and even got an interview with him" my mom walked over and sat down with me.
The TV switched over to a reporter standing next to Shawn. They were standing in front of a hotel that's not even a mile away from me.
"So Shawn what made you bail on all your fans and bring you to Washington?"
He looked broken hearted.
"I didn't bail on my Fans, they bailed on me. There's a girl named Shelbi Jenkins and everyone is saying nasty things about her... And she cares to much about my career... So until further notice my tour is canceled" he did not just say that.
"Wow Shawn... Do you have anything else to say to your fans or to anyone?" He looked straight into the camera "shelbi I'm not giving up.. And I refuse to give you up... Its not over and it wasn't good bye" I turned the TV off and looked at my mom. "Mom...." She wrapped her arms around me and rubbed my back. "What do you want to do sweety?" What do I want...
I want Shawn... "I'm gonna go talk to him" I got up and looked in the mirror, my eyes still looked a little tear stained but oh well. I walked into the garage and brought out my little moped that I ride to school. "Don't forget to wear your helmet!" I buckled my heltmet on and road out towards the hotel.
What was I going to say to him? Was I going to apologize? Or do I yell at him... What do I do...
I pulled up to the hotel and there was a shit ton of fans around. None of them seemed to know me tho. I walked into the hotel and up to the front desk "hello I need to speak to shawn, I'm Shelbi Jenkins" then man scoffed "sure you are, now you can go wait outside with the other shelbis" what?
"No its the truth I'm Shelbi" he rolled his eyes "do you have any ID" I shook my head. "Yeah thats what I thought, now go outside" he shooed me away. Ugh!
I pulled out my phone and sent shawn a text
*I'm outside with the other 'shelbis', they won't let me in to talk to you*
A few moments later that same man apperead and walked over to me "come with me" we walked back into the hotel and he showed me to the elevator "floor 8 room 210... Sorry for the confusion" I nodded and got on. Wasn't his fault, but I didn't think anyone would want to be me.
I pushed the 8th floor button and it closed. Shit what was I going to say! The doors opened and I started to walk down the hall.
208...
209...
210...
I stood in front of the door. Just knock... Just do it... I reached my hand out to knock but the door flew open. Shawn grabbed my wrist that was in the air and pulled me to his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and engulfed me "don't ever do that again"
I wrapped my arms around him too. "Shawn I.... I..." He pulled me into his bedroom. "Shelb, honestly what were you thinking?" We both sat down on the edge of his terrible hotel bed. "I should be saying the same to you! Canceling your tour like that? Now everyone is going to hate me even more...." Chanting outside started "we want shawn! We want shawn!"
I stood up and walked over to the window. "See Shawn that's where you belong... Down there with all your fans... Not up here in a closed off room with me" he shook his head and walked over to me. He put his hands on the sides of my cheeks "Shelbi when are you going to understand that your all I want... I don't care about them... Sure singing is fun and it will always be there for me when I want to sing... But your a once and a life time opportunity" he kisses me lightly and I felt a tear escape again.
"Why are you crying?" He wiped it away with his thumb. "I'm just really happy right now"
"And Shelbi don't worry about all of them... I'll protect you from anything and everything." I nodded. He took my hand and started to pull me towards the door "where are we going?" He smiled "time to make an announcement" oh no...
We got on the elevator and road down, shawn had our hands interlocked. The doors opened and we walked out. All the fans saw Shawn and started to scream, but when some saw me... They just glared....
He pushed open the hotel doors and we walked over to that news cast team.
"Listen up everyone I have something to announce!" The TV people started to roll. "This is my girlfriend, Shelbi Jenkins. And I don't want any of my fans to say anything terrible about her anymore... I know my true fans would never do that.... And I'm still deciding on what to do with my tour... But for right now I'm going to spend some time with my girl" we walked away from the news team.
"How did you get here?" I looked over at my moped "on that" he smiled. We walked over to it and I strapped on my helmet, i gave shawn my spare I keep under the seat. We both got on and I started to drive to my house, leaving the screaming fans behind us.
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