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— "Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds
in the sky, are best relieved by
letting go of a little water."
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~ Hii ~
Oof I'm back. Kinda. Maybe. Idk. Lol.
I've had some really troubling days.
I'm not gonna talk about it detail since it's always the same crap honestly and yeah. We all know how tragic my life is. No need to repeat it a billion times, right?

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Anyways, today I watched Chan's VLive and cried through the entire live cuz I was pretty upset. My dad forgot about me. He didn't even called or texted me. So yeah I was really down. And very hurt. But oh well. I don't even know why I was so surprised honestly. I mean I'm used to such behavior from my mom already. But my dad is another level. He doesn't suck like her and acts like I don't exist.

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I guess with time you start to forget certain things when you have a new partnernin your life. You wanna spend a lot of time with them. So I kinda get it that he forgot me. I just hope he has a good weekend and can relax a little. Being away from mom is always a plus.

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After that I was in bed from 1-3PM and just cried more and somewhen I fell asleep. After that I decided to go back to the livingroom and work on my fanfics. But I was still upset so instead I wrote a song. Yes you read that right, I wrote a song. It's not the best. I just wrote soemthing. Whatever came to my mind. I kinda like it but idk. It's not good tho haha. I'm not a songwriter.

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Since then I just listen music and watch here and there some videos. And been chatting with several people. Right now I'm really bored. Might try continue my stories.

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I mostly just wanted to pop in and tell you how I've been doing. Mental health issues really suck. Lemme tell ya. I haven't been this sad for a really long time. But the storm will pass some day. Until then I just keep crying.

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Have a good rest of the weekend y'all <3

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