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— "I love nerdy, cute, quirky boys
who don't take themselves
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[ Ariana Grande ]
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~ Uhm, Hi ~

Man I never know how to start these chapters cuz their like different from the other stuff I post here. This is gonna be a chaos chapter. I just literally throw EVERYTHING in here. From things that happened over to ideas and other stuff. Yay.

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First topic: So because I had a really bad mental break down a few days ago, I didn't really felt like doing much other than crying almost all day. I didn't even felt like watching anything so when I opened my youtube I had 100+ notifications. Rip me.

Mostly I just had music playing in the background that helps me to calm down. Today I felt like I needed something more than just music so I started to rewatch "GOING SEVENTEEN". It's really funny. I laughed a lot at how silly the boys were. I'm happy to know that even after so many years, Seventeen is still one of the Top 5 groups that can make me laugh, even if I feel like really sad.

Later I might watch the recent Moonbae VLive. I really missed their lives T^T Moonbae is everything man. Just Cobi & Kev jamming together. Best boys.

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Second Topic: I was looking for some pictures I could use to do some edits for my groups "Umbra" & "Archangel" and while I was scrolling through the web I found some really pretty pictures of Ateez, The Boyz, Stray Kids and some other groups. My Pinterest newsfeed is blessing my eyes with beauty.

Istg, Hwang Hyunjin doesn't know bad angles. Does he always have too look this pretty? Like Sir please calm down and look "ugly" for once xD Thanks ;D

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Third Topic: So many of you, who read my book know that there's a divorce going on between my dad and mom. I have some news about it. Apparently my mom is now moving out on the 1st November. I was lowkey surprised to hear that cuz like yeah, I'm the last one in the family to know this. If dad wouldn't have told me, I would probably never know, lol.

I don't have any kind of contact to my mother anymore. I fully cut her off. I honestly got tired of her stupid excuses & her dumb lies. I was only good enough for her to cover her up when she was meeting other guys. Since all of this is over and she's in a relationship, she basically threw me away like trash. Love that for me. She acts like I don't even exist anymore. Whatever to her.

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Forth Topic: I was listening to piano covers of kpop songs and I must say while listening to them I suddenly had this idea of a song so I wrote the lyrics down. So far 4 people have seen the lyrics and all of them liked it a lot. Like some legit freaked out. >.< It's not even that special lmaos. And it's just the raw draft. It's not even finished xD But I dunno, with all the sadness going on in my life, the text just came out of me like it's a normal thing for me. Like I do this on a daily basis. [ Any company that is interested, pls hit me up. Jkjkjkjkjkjk xD ]

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Fifth Topic: Uhm...So y'all know I'm having those 2 Kpop groups that I do like promotion stuffs for etc. And now I had this idea: should I write like little sketches for them? Like for example write the talk with Myeong & Myung down? Or write stuff when they just hang out together? Or just stick their social medias?

Also, should I continue to upload the kpop news? Cuz if nah then I will just finish the recent book up and call it a day. I dunno I just had this idea of posting kpop news cuz most people [ fans ] aren't able to keep up with everything that's going on so I thought it might be helpful. Dunno. Lemme know. ;D

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Sixth Topic: I'm currently writing again on Dracula's Sons. Which makes me a little happy. But I'm literally stuck on the other stories + for some reasons I just keep having new ideas and then write on those and ugh. That's what I always hated about me. My brain just keeps producing new stuff. Like I have this fricking cool idea for a Stray Kids OT8 story which hypes me up a lot. I just dunno in which form I wanna write it yet. But the main idea is down already. And then is there the story request I got for an NCT Member. Also this idea is already written down and I'm also hyped for it cuz I basically gonna involve all the NCT Members. Yes...all 23 of those dorks. Rip. Taeyong, srsly, for god's sake, why do you have so many children? AND KEEP GETTING MORE? I can't even remember anymore who belongs in which group cuz it's just too much and now also WayV having their own sub units like please, someone help my brain.

My last idea I had involves someone that gets a lot of hate on basically every platform. It's about former Stray Kids Member Woojin. I really wanna write a story of him for a while now but I know that many many many many people hate on him so I'm not sure if I should write it or not. It's so annoying. >.<

Also...there's like basically around 30-50 fanfics dusting in my phone that I wrote plots for but probably never write xD Ain't helpful that I keep having new ideas hahaha.

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I guess that's it for this Chapter. Not as much as I thought. Lmao. Anyways. Thanks for listening to my blahblah. Bye~

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