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To: Felix
From: Kim

Happy birthday to you ☀️💛
Today is already your 23nd bday.

There's like so much I wanna say to you. I wish I could tell you in person but that's not possible for now. So I'll just keep it as a record like that. For the time we may meet.

First of all, it's been 638 days since I got your bubble. And I have to say, those have been the best 638 days of my life. Just seeing your never ending messages of you asking how we're doing, telling us about your day, talking about how you feel is just something I can't live without anymore. Also it feels like I've known you forever by now.

Just the way you talk to us and make sure we're doing alright always warms my heart so much. But also your encouraging words to help us heal for those who have been hurt.

Sometimes when I write something on bubble, it's just me babbling about my feelings and how I was having another breakdown. I know you won't ACTUALLY see it but it feels good to have a place I can go to and talk about things that I can't talk about with anyone else but you. Because I know that even if you would see those messages, you would never judge me. You'd rather comfort me and give me advice on how to heal better.

Even though you must struggle as well and have days that you feel down or upset, I have always admired your happiness. I've honestly never met a person that radiates so much good energy and happiness like you do. And I've wished plenty of times that I would be more like you.

Whenever I wanted to give up on everything, you've been there to stop me from doing so and helped me to keep going by giving me so much strength. And sometimes it upsets me when I see you struggle because I'm not able to help you go through it like you help me. I wish I could be there for you like you are for me.

We've spend so many years, days and hours laughing together, worrying together, crying together, getting hyped because of concerts, that it has became part of my life already.

I know that finding true happiness can be really difficult sometimes but I hope that you'll always keep yours and stay the sunshine you are. And if you should feel down, know that me and Stays are here for you when you need to be comforted.

Thank you for always being there for me Felix, for being the light in the darkness when I needed it the most. But most importantly, thank you for never giving up on me. And for letting me know that it's okay to show feelings, even if we don't want too.

I really hope we'll get to spend many more years together. And hopefully meet in the future so I can thank you in person ( even tho we might both end up crying haha. )

Love you Sunshine ☀️💛