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— "Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds
in the sky, are best relieved
by the letting of a little water."
[ Christopher Morley ]
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• ELLOUR I AM BACKKKKKK •
I know that probably nobody has missed me, lmaos. I thought it's time for a lil catch up/ update whatever.

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This chapter is going to be all over the place and I'm really sorry for it but there's so many different things to talk about and well, just enjoy my annoying ass. Heheh.

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So first of all: My mom is officially moving out from the shared house with dad. And of course my little brother is moving with her. On Nov 1st she will be out. Which means I get to visit my dad more often without getting yelled on why I am visiting. Lmaos. Like sorry for my existence. It's not like I'm going there to visit my mom. I go there to see my dad. Tchh.

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The official divorce is gonna happen on Nov 30th. I am so happy to be honest. Finally this whole sh!t is going to end. It was so damn nerve wrecking and exhausting. I'm really happy that my dad can soon take a deep breathe and get rid of all the problems. It was about time honestly. I don't even know how he managed not to air fry her. I would've done it. >:)

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Next week I'm getting my first vaccine shot. I'm really scared because we have a lot of people that died from the vaccine. I still have to wait for the call from the hospital. They will give me either the green or red light for the vaccine. Cuz my dumbass forgot that I have a tumor lmaos. So in order for me to survive the vaccine shot, I have to know if it like react or something. I dont even know. I just gotta have to make sure I stay alive.

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And here comes the reason for me to even get vaccinated. ERIC NAM. Mhm yes, you read that right. Me and my friend are going to his concert next year. Istg the things I do for this man. HE BETTER APPRECIATE MY FRICKING EFFORTS. No but for real, if I'm gonna d!e because I got the vaccine shot, imma hunt his ass down. I mean, I wouldn't mind. He's pretty, so it's okay. Hahaha. Sorry Eric~

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Have y'all seen the promotion pictures for MAVERICK, The Boyz comeback? They look amazing. Chefs kiss. I'm really curious for the concept. Cuz like we can't really tell yet. But one thing I know for sure, it's gonna be FIRE as always. They never disappoint me. And can we please talk about how fricking good Kevin looks with blonde hair? Like omg. I almost dropped my phone when I saw it. He's so handsome. Imma go cry in a corner. Okay okay enough fangirling haha.

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Also I might soon start again the Album Reviews. I'm really sorry that I haven't done anything but there's been so many new releases that I wasn't able to analyze them yet properly. I think the first one imma do will be ATTACCA cuz I'm a loyal Carat. 💎 hehe. And because I already listened to it right when it dropped. YES IM ADDICTED OKAY?!?

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I also finished watching a show called The Strain. It was really good but nothing for weak people honestly. A lot of blood, guts and violence. But it was very well made. It's about a vampire virus that started spreading and a small group of survivors got together to find a solution for the problem. Sounds dumb at first but it was cool. So if you like creepy disgusting stuff, this one might be for you xD

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I've been sick now for almost 4 weeks. I have an ear infection and stuffy nose. Love that for me. It really hurts sometimes and it's hella annoying cuz most of the time I can barely breathe. I got some medications for it. She said in around 2 months it should be better. Well, we will see.

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About the tumor; I've had an appointment on monday for a control check up in the hospital. They had to take again my blood as usual. We just talked about how I am and what the next steps will be. My next talk will be in April 22. And then we will talk when I need another brain scan to check if the tumor is gone or grew. If it grew I might need to either do Chemo or have an Operation. Both sucks pretty much >.<

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I guess that was basically everything that I can think of right now. Besides me writing chapters for the fanfics and prepare stuff for my groups, there's not much I do other than listening music & watch series or movies.

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See ya next time~
Stay healthy~
Xoxo ~

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