July 5th, 2003
Age: 8 years old
Location: Sacramento, California
I woke up with somebody waking me. I open my eyes and I see my two adoptive brothers Daniel who is 17 years old and my other adoptive brother Johnny who is 16 years old. "Wake up lil sis today me, and Johnny are going to take you out for the day." Daniel said. "Really?!" I excitedly asked. He nodded with a smile on his face and left so I could change.
I got up and changed out of my pajamas and out on some shorts and a t-shirt and got out of my room and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and comb my hair. I really need to cut this hair. I walked down the stairs and see Johnny and Daniel with breakfast for me. After we all ate we all went to Daniel's car and drove to the mall, it only took us 20 minutes to get there and find a parking spot.
I got out and waited for my brothers to get out the car. Once they did Daniel held my hand so that I went get lost in a big mall. "What do you want to do first y/n?" Johnny asked me. "Let's go to the movie theater that they have here and watch spy kids!" I yelled excitedly. "Okay let's get our tickets and some popcorn so we can watch it." Johnny said to me smiling. We ordered our tickets and popcorn and headed into the theater and watched spy kids. Throughout watching the movie when the kids found out their parents actual jobs they became spies as well.
I started thinking of what I wanted to do and I really want to be a singer in the near future. After the movie we went to get something to eat at Johnny rockets. "So y/n how you like the movie?" Daniel asked. "It was really good. It makes me want to achieve my dreams of being a singer." I said. My brothers looked at me in adoration. "Just make sure you work hard in school and maybe we can get you an audition in BigHit in South Korea." Daniel said. "Really?" I asked them. They both nodded their heads yes. I got excited about that.
"Do you think mom, dad, Desiree and Aj will support me of being a singer." I asked them. "We won't know if you tell them." Johnny said softly. "I'm gonna wait until next year, that will give me enough time to be prepared to tell them." I said, they both smiled at me. "Take your time y/n. We will always be by your side no matter what." Daniel said. "Thank you oppa." I said.
After we were done eating we went walking around the mall getting some things for me and two new Nike shoes that I like even tho I know my brothers doesn't make that much money but the thought of them trying to make it look like they had a lot makes me happy. After that we all went home with some stuffs that they bought for me. I was so tired that I fell asleep in the car once we got home Daniel carried me to my room and tucked me in my bed.
Year: 2004
Age: 9 years old
Location: Sacramento, California
Today is the day that I tell my parents and older siblings that I want to be a singer. I'm quite terrified but they love me I mean they even said it themselves that they would always be there for me. I got ready for the day and walked downstairs to see Johnny and Daniel giving me encouraging smiles. "Mom, dad, Desiree, Aj. I want to tell you guys something." I said to them, making them look up at look at me. "What is it sis?" Aj asked me. I took a deep breath. "I want to be a singer when I grow up." I said. I looked at them and I see is disappointment and anger coming from all four of them.
"Y/n, that is not what you want to do." My mom said. "But it is. It's always been my dream since I was 5." I said. "Stop! Just stop, Y/n!" My dad yelled making me flinch. "Being a singer will never get you no where in life!" Aj said. "Why would you think that you will be a singer? You are the worst singer on this earth." Desi said making me cry. "Just go to your room, Y/n. We don't even want to see your face here." My dad said. I quickly ran into my room and cried on my bed. I heard a knock and I know it was Johnny and Daniel. "Come in." I said weakly.
They both walked into my room and sat down on each side of me so that I'm in the middle of them. "Why can't they just accept me being a singer?" I asked my brothers. "They just don't see it. They don't think that you will make decisions on your own and that they will help you making you into something you're not." Daniel said. "I don't why it's my life not theirs. Why can't they just accept the fact that I will one day grow up?" I asked still having tears run down my face. "Hey, forget about them. The most important thing is that me and Daniel are still here for you no matter what." Johnny said, making me smile. They left to their room after that and I fell asleep.
The next day I was woken up by Johnny. "Come on sis. Time to get up." He said and walked out the room so I could change. After I done changing and brushing my teeth I went to the kitchen Daniel had made some pancakes and gave them to me. While I was eating my parent, Desi and Aj came in still giving me a glare. I looked down at my food but then Aj took it and started eating the rest of my food. "Hey! That's mine I was eating that!" I said to him. "Well, it's mine now dipshit." Aj said harshly. Daniel tried to get me another plate before my dad interrupted him. "She doesn't need to eat. She is not part of this family." My dad wait no my sperm donor said. I was hungry and he just said that I don't need to eat.
What happened to the loving parents and supporting brother and sister that I knew? Then they all left completely ignoring me as Aj just pushed me into the wall not saying sorry at all and left. I started crying and Johnny came beside me while hugging me trying to make me feel better. I have a feeling this is just a start of something that I don't like to see.
