I'm Not Who You Thought

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Go on?
For what?

Pain?

What's there to live for?
I'm slowly giving up,

My body is slowly slowing down.

It can no longer be strong,
I don't wanna be strong,

I want to give in,

Please understand,
The me you see,

Isn't the me you were supposed to meet.

She is gone,
She's always sleeping,

She never wants to come back,

When I sit in silence,
When I sit and listen,

The voices, soft whispers in my mind.

Are they mine?
Are they?

Or am I in someone else's mind?

I wake up everyday,
To be told I'm strong,

To be told I made them happy by waking up.

To be told like everyday,
I'm not who I have seen in my mirror reflection.

I'm just a ghost of my past,

I'm just someone,
They wish were real,

Endurance, reassurance,

I'm just someone,
They see in a dream,

Kindness, protectiveness,

A person, zombie,
That walks in the day,

That longs to sleep at night,

Someone who she wasn't meant to be,
Someone who she never wanted to be,

Forced to be sweet,

The wrong qualities,
In all the right quantities,

Just enough for her to always remain a memory.




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