Sorry

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I'm sorry,
I don't know why I'm apologizing,

I'm sorry I don't like society's rules,
Sorry I'm in the "unusual" part of population,

But it's who I am.

I'm sorry I wasn't special enough,
That my existence didn't make you happy.

That I caused you misery,
That you couldn't live in peace,

That I was useless,
I wonder... I'm sorry if my burden was heavy,

I'm sorry I can't be normal,
Sorry that you gave birth to me.

Sorry I talked,
Sorry I walked,

That I stayed,
That ...

Why can't it be my life?
Why can't I control it?

Why do you you judge it?
It's not even yours.

Why do you care?
It won't affect you.

Don't say you're trying to protect,
You know I'm never safe,

I'm always under attack,
I'm always mentally de@d,

I'm always unprotected,
All your protectiveness ,

It's all for nothing.

All your excuses to keep me away,
To brain wash me from the real world,

All your stories,
Why? They were all fake.

You never really wanted me to not give up,
Never really wanted me alive,

I guess I'm strong-willed for nothing.

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