Hey in case something happens,
Probably its not done by the heavens.
Its probably because I listened to the devils
But please forgive me my angels.
I tried fighting
But I always end up failing.
I kept on trying
But I'm tired from rising.
If something happens,
Tell my family for some reasons, I despised and love them at the same time.
Tell my siblings, sorry for the fights.
Tell my friends sorry I gave up.
If something happens,
Ask my sister who's the person I loved the most.
Ask her who's the person I most loathed.
And ask her what are my deepest secrets and regrets.
If something happens,
Tell the person I loved the most that I love him.
Tell him to not to cry anymore,
Tell him to love another girl who will love him just like how I loved him as who he is.
If something happens,
Don't blame yourselves.
You've done nothing.
It was me who chose this kind of ending.
I'm sorry self,
I couldn't take care of you.
I'm sorry that even I can't understand you.
And I'm sorry for poisoning you.
So if something happens,
Just take care of yourselves.
Forget about what happened,
And just remember that in your life, there was once "me"
