I love you
But I am breaking you.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
And I'm sorry that I can't do anything but feel blue.
I want you, I always do
I'm glad that I met you
But I guess I have to leave you.
And maybe I wish you didn't have to meet me so soon.
I don't wanna lose you. Not ever!
Yet I want you healed.
I was thinking that maybe,
Maybe healing would require of losing.
This is a tough choice,
And in my head there is a voice.
Telling me to get rid of you,
Not just for today, but for good.
I really can't let you go.
But I want you to be happy too.
So I guess I have to break myself first,
To give you your happiness and peace.
I love you damn so much
But forget about me.
I had given you enough scars already.
I don't wanna add some more, so leave me.
God knows how much my love for you is,
But we're just not for each other, I guess.
Be happy. Be free.
Even if it means of losing me.
Find someone that loves you.
Someone who isn't me.
Be happy with her
And love her with all your heart.
Weird coz even if I'm still saying these things,
I'm still wishing for an "us" in the end.
I still want you to stay,
And then never ever go away.
