Five
A jar of strawberry jam
knife
upstairs
lip biting
locked doors
faced mirrors
smile
Four
bread
knife
press and slice
red knuckles
swelling eyes
band aids
smile
Three
black coffee, 5 cups
water plus salt, 5 spoons
10 pills
smile
Two
Wine—chugged down, 20 minutes.
3 days no sleep
Smile
One
sobs
prayers
knife
smile
goodbye
Maybe next time
