Butterflies ||a.i

part 11

We walked into the cabin and we all flipped down on the couches in the living room it was 3am at this point. It didn't feel like we were even out that long but i guess we were Calum pulled out his stash and put it on the table
"since i didn't get lucky tonight why don't we make up for that?" he said to the group ashton immediately perked up
"i am in for sure" he turned to me
"you want some?" he asked me and i just looked at him i haven't smoked in a while and do i wanna be high around him while i'm still trying to get some.
"yeah sure" i responded
"sweet let's go outside" he said grabbing my hand and pulling me to a balcony
"can you grab that blanket babe" he said stopping in front of me and pointing at a purple fluffy blanket i grabbed it and we headed out. He sat down in a big outdoor chair and opened his legs for me to sit in between. Calum came outside with a joint and his lighter.
"didn't know what you liked so i decided on a joint is that okay?" he asked me
"yeah that's cool thank you" i said and he sat across from us smiling. He lit it and took a long drag from it. I haven't smoked let alone be cross faded in a long time there are lots of things pointing to this being a bad choice for me but i cannot see those points right now. He handed it to ashton i was laying on his chest wrapped in the purple fuzz i am so comfortable right now ashton flicked the ash of the end.
"look at me" he said i turned my head around as far as i could without breaking my neck. Now what is he doing. He took a drag and took a deep breath in holding for just a second before motioning for me to get closer to him i obliged getting closer to his moth not quite kissing him. he grabbed my face making my mouth open slightly and blew the smoke into my lips i took a deep breath in taking it in and blowing out to the side of him. I opened my eyes i didn't even realize they were closed and he handed the joint to me with low eyes and a smirk. That was hot.
"that was hot" Calum said out of what felt like no where
"you guy keep that up and we may have a party later" he said with his eyes closed and head leaned all the way back
"what you want some of this" ashton said motioning to himself. I laughed a bit and Calum looked him up and down and shrugged his shoulders
"eh" ashton laughed and nudged my head that was on his shoulder
"you wanna give Cal some" he said to me
"like the same way?" i asked quite confused now
"yeah as long as your comfortable" Calums head was perked up now
"are you sure" i asked him
"yeah fuck it He won't be joining us later to his disappointment" ashton said
"okay yeah" i said
I got up from Ashtons lap and sat on the couch next to Calum i was nervous but it wasn't butterflies it was just nerves these are definitely not as good as the butterflies. He looked at me with a smirk and tired eyes. I took a drag and let the smoke fill my lungs for a second before leaning into Calum with my hands on his chest and blew the smoke into his mouth and i felt his chest puff up taking it in i moved away we kept eye contact until i felt my face get warm. I really hope Ashton is the one cause the way i get with Calum compared to Ashton was so polar opposite. Anytime i am anywhere near Ashton it feels so electric and perfect. I sat back down in between Ashtons legs laid my head back on his chest. His hand traveled up to my hair simple and sweet strokes on my head this is the most comfortable i've ever been with someone. I closed my eyes taking in the warmth of his touch i could feel my head getting heavier and i nuzzled my head into his chest more. He let out a breathy chuckle.
"you really like them don't you?" i heard Calum say
"I do..I really fucking do" Ashton responded
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Hey guys! sorry it's short but the next one will hopefully be longer but i thought you guys would like something short and sweet! Take care of urself❤️