Teasing Miss Bullock (TeacherxStudent/gxg)

Prologue

Mon amour,

What could I surrender to have you in my arms?

What time I must wait for 'our forever' to come?

I wish there was a space in this world where I can feel we are right being together, a place where I can be proud to let them know that you're mine, as I am to you.

The reality is unstoppable in our situation, that loving you must be done by letting you go, is ironic. It hit upon me that the realization of my feelings might not be reciprocated by you, you may have the need to love me back, but the choices of the positive consequences-- say otherwise, you can love me but our world might crumble, either you can neglect the world to be with me, or choose the world and forget me.

I am utterly selfish, as I just wanted to be with you, chasing you and making you feel as if I'm bowing to make you happy. The love that I have for you is great, and I will be forever the happiest woman walking on this planet by just your acknowledgment of my presence, and adoration.

Sometimes I ask myself: isn't exhausting? Isn't painful? Isn't unfair that I can stand for us while I can neglect my world and life? That it hurts me to know that you can't fight for me to protect your world, even if I can sacrifice by vanishing myself and save you from me, because that means I can preserve my world, you... as my world, you are my world.

Because just like this book: for you, I am just a part of the chapter in your story, but to me... you are the title of this.

Love,

Novel Elise