Teasing Miss Bullock (TeacherxStudent/gxg)

| Chapter 22: Catching feelin- Oh I mean Friendship

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Novel's POV

weeks passed since the beach get away and the memories there are still fresh, Sandra stick to her promise that we will be remain close friends no matter what happened, and I assure to you that even I like her and even it grew everyday... still she will see me as her friend and student, 

She and James are okay, sometimes I do became like a third wheel when she invite me to have emergency dinner with them that I sometimes feel weird because she's more touchy to me than to James, 

When I saw them sweet it gave me a sharp stab of Jealousy in my heart, and at the rate and at the scale I know there is something in our string that already attached but not yet notice by her... well I hope she feels it too or I'm just imagining things to be occur.

I notice the sudden changes to Sandra, she's no longer Hiding things from me, and I let her to be comfortable with me, 

I thought about the challenge I behold at first but I held it off before I knew that I'm starting to like her, What am I? oh! I know maladroit!? and Like what they say intelligent people is idiot in romance... ---I'm not intelligent I'm just dictating the quote LOL

I know that I like her and I mention it already that it grew every day, and I'm afraid that I'm falling to her, Even I feel nervous around her, even my heart beats faster when we're each other in each touch still-- I know Lesbian Love story sucks and has many unknown obstacles, I care for her so much, yet I don't know what it called for, all I know is I treasure our time together as a friend- well close friend at least...

This following days I notice her problematic face and it worry me, I ask yet she don't want me to load her burdens...I want to tho...I want her to be someone she can lean on with-

"Miss Fernandez, Please pay attention, you barely write anything down" that is her, she can switch perfectly from being a great friend into the beast I first know, well its Sandra Bullock y'all and she is known for being a terror in this campus and I keeping to be more understanding lady and friend as I can be

"Sorry, Miss" she roll her eyes--what's with that attitude? well as what Taylor swift say 'shake it off', whatever, I know she will change later... the bell rang as she look at me eye talking 'stay' we have this communication that only the two of us can know like we've know each other for so long and that's why I support her even she's a mean teacher sometimes- No I mean...MOST OF THE TIME.

I nod- looking away, as soon as we are alone she close and lock the door- and yeah... she often do that sometimes even we're not doing weird stuff

Is it hugging for comforts with each other is weird? especially when she's your teacher and is way older than you – well she said it that she's way older than me but I don't feel it

Well I bet no human dislike warmth and comforts, and that's what I want for Sandie to feel...

"Novel..." she start walking toward me until she stop in front of my table "I know...sorry Sandra" I stand up still looking down... it doesn't help that my height end up only below her nose, don't judge- I'm tall for my age but she is older than me remember? 

"Novel, your grade is hanging low, please comprehend to this" she said softly rubbing her temple I just nod "ok... if I offended you then just try to understan me, I'm just tired and one of the things I don't want is that someone will look to you like a failure someday" she said as I cut my eyes off her I furrow my brows,

where did this came from all of a sudden?

I know there is something wrong to this woman and I can read her sometimes if she let me, she care so much for me, just through her words and 'as what friend do like'- and that Crystal do to me as a great friend... I should be someone who she can lean on all the time she need me...

"Hey what's wrong" I ask as she look down and turn walking back to her desk, I follow her and grab gently her wrist making her look to my hand and then to my eyes, my eyes widen as her eyes filled with tears, 

Fuck,

what happened to this woman?,

"right" I mumble staring to her in no pitty but caring way and I hug her slowly giving her more warmth as she sniffle in my shoulder after a minute of her crying she pulled gently away, my hand find it way to her cheek whipping her tears I never saw this woman so vulnerable, I saw her and adore her as a stubborn woman who is willing to fight even in a high risk factor of failing

"What Happened, Paissy?" I ask, a little smile shows on her face before returning to her sadness, yeah she find it cute when I call her like that and I prefer calling her that way than to the formal one- She still don't know the meaning of it "You know, you're the only one give me that nick name, what does that mean?" she look down fidgeting to her soft fingers

I know she's trying to change the subject but I don't want her to endure the pain alone, it hurt me seeing her in pain, I sigh and give a space between us "You know, you can tell me what's wrong, we already talk about this, sandie pie" I beep her nose as she just smile

Sandra Bullock's POV

she sigh and give a space between us and that makes me feel cold and empty again "You know, you can tell me what's wrong, we already talk about this, Sandie pie" she beep my nose, gush we sound like a couple- but NOPE! That won't happen, we're just friends and she respect that, 

I like being with Novel than to other people to be honest, I like this foreign feeling when I see her or with her, and it scares me coz its getting deeper

I didn't know this is the feeling of having a real friend- no I consider her as my BFF, coz if that's the case then I'll roam the world to find my other lost Friends, she intimidate me sometimes or make my heart beat faster, I'll call or text her through messenger if I miss her and that is everyday which she didn't mind at all... Even not in real mobile number

"Sandie..." Novel snap me from my thought and that drag my mind off back to.... James, He change and that scares me, we did sex, but this past few weeks he start being selfish, I made him cum but after that he will just let go leaving me before I can even have orgasm, it hurt me, I feel like unworthy woman, then he told me that I should be better with Novel which made my blood fuel into high temperature when he start humiliating her,

it hurt me... this young lady only made me happy and contented, so this day James push me to have sex with him coz he's horny, but I didn't let him because I'm in pain and still hurt, but instead of comforting me or saying sorry he just throw shit to me and snap all of a sudden

He told me I'm a failure and that I'm such a bitch, which is I can handle the 'Bitch' word even I'm so tired for that tittle but the 'Failure' one is the thing I cannot accept, I spend my whole life proving that I'm not a failure like my ex best friend and my dad said to me that I won't forget... but here I find myself again at this familiar situation, but this time it is different, I no longer alone.

I notice that Novel become blurry at my eyes that filled with tears, as I close my eyes and feel her warmth wrap around me, I sniffle again as I ease my breathing for me to talk, but she cut me off 

"shush we'll talk about this later ok?" she ask as I nod "Can you just sleep over to my house tonight?" I blurted out, this is the 1st time I ask her to come in my house and stay the night

her eyes widen before giving me a small smile "Of course Sandie pie" she said in her angelic cold voice­, I smile and hug her "Uhm, chat me the address okay, I'll see you later" she said before giving me feather kiss in my head 

Ughh I feel this warm feelings in my stomach again...

she pulled away as I look into her eyes and my eyes glimpse down to her lips, She give me path on my shoulder before walks out the door and close it behind her, 

I thank the Lord for giving me this strange girl that made my world and perception change, and even I don't want to admit it to her, she behold this strange force that I can't alter, I can't easily read her like I can do to people and I can't pull myself from her like a U magnet.

What a strange girl you are, Novel Elise Fernandez.