Teasing Miss Bullock (TeacherxStudent/gxg)

| Chapter 35: Contemplation

A/N: Sorry everyone- for poor updates, Cheer me up I wanna get wild in my imagination hahahaha

Sandra's POV

Novel show me to the place where I can see another glimpse of her, she is full of surprises and along with it is the beauty she's holding within, and I notice how her hype vibe suddenly bang low, and I know I pry to her about the story behind of this place, It's just I am getting more flustered and it made me more curious but at the same time she can control me, I just won't let her see it even I already let her know...

Seeing here right now beside me made me feel something different that I cannot determine, because this thing I have for her is so foreign, and I like it.

This place is so astonish, a intensity of vibration from the lake can feel is visible in silent, The sunlight saturated the area as Novel facing the peaceful tranquility of the branches of trees, 

she then walk toward me as I face back the lake then I hear her grab something among the leaves before seating beside me and she move closer as I feel her warm again,

I feel her right arm grope my shoulders side hugging me, I turn my head to her as she give me a smile staring to my soul's window, she lift my chin with her index and mid finger before caressing my jaw which send a tingling sensation in my stomach she move closer as my mind took my body and I lean back refusing for her to kiss me, as I thought that she will kiss me but instead she put flower over my ear giving me a smile while checking my whole face, it's like she's imprinting every single detail of it as her eyes finally landed in my lips

She's getting closer as my heart beat fast "Novel..." I say stoping her as confuse written on her face, It seems like she can read me that she nod and said "I get it, its okay" she said kissing my cheek

I wonder why each day my emotion towards Novel get bigger and wider, and it scares me because it's too fast and I want to control this because we all know that we have a big wall facing here in this situation, a wall that set the boundaries, That I am her Teacher, and way Older than her, and I know that maybe this is just only a phase of her feelings.

"What are you thinking?" she ask as I look at her snapping from my thoughts "What are you thinking" I ask back as she look me in the eye "about how lucky I am to be with this infamous miss Bullock alone beside the lake" she sappily mumble which made me giggle "Yeah, that is so sappy, O my Gush!" I chuckle before rolling my eyes

"Have you regret it?" she ask all of a sudden make me raise an eyebrow "what? What do you mean novel?" I ask "Nothing, forget I ask, It's just my thought, It's not important" she shrug which made me frown "Novel, please don't say that, YOU are IMPORTANT, everything in you is important" I said as she lower her head

"it's just you seem a bit distant, you know... I allow you to kiss me, but you don't allow me to kiss you" she said looking away as I look down, I know this is deep and I'm not really good planning on what to say, but now I don't wanna hurt her, I care for her and I want her to know that this is also new to me, and It scares me because I'm not just putting my emotion on the table but also my career that I earn or a lot of years

"El..." I get her soft and sexy hand holding it between mine "Please, I know that I made an impulse action last time, it's the most hard thing to-" but before I could finish Novel cut me off "-do, yeah I know, It's the most hard thing to do, You're just guilty, and wanted to mend my feelings so that you're not guilty anymore, Sandra" she calmly state which still I knew imbedded with insulters of irritation, it hurt me tho that she's still don't trust me fully, and that she often relly on her thought

"El, Please hear me out first" I gently say as I touch her face to make her look to me, she finally turn to face me as I scoot her closer to me "what I'm trying to say is that this is all also new to me, it's hard for me because I'm not just putting my feelings up to this situation but also my career" I say as her face soften "I made an impulse action but I never regret my decision" I said caressing her face "It's just...Just uhmm?" I am thinking a word to not make her change this as a bad thing but she beat me to it "Fast..." she whisper kissing my palm "Y-yeah, it's too fast for me and It scares me coz I'm letting it happened, my feelings got me every time it insist" I said as she nod "I'm sorry Sandra" she said hugging me as she lean back but still close "Can I just kiss you?, we're in private" she said as I feel doubt in me, but as I said emotion got me every time it insist, and now it seems like butterflies began to escalate in my stomach, "yes..." I said as she lean forward to kiss the... border of my cheek and lips?

"I-I thought you wanted to kiss me?" I roll my eyes "Chill babe, You want to slowdown right?" she said so right but the endearment got me, I'm not use to say that kind of names, and I'm sure I am being crazy if ever I'll do that to somebody.

After the dinner alone with Novel she Drive me back to my house "Here, the helmet" I say giving it back to her "Oh no, That's yours" she said which made my heart flutter,

she bought me a helmet, awe.

"Th-thanks" I say hugging her "now go inside, I gotta go, bye" she said but before she walk back I embrace her tightly "Good night, Vellie" I say kissing her ears as I see her face with hue of the night sky "Good night, miss bullock" she suggestively said which turns me on UGHHH!!

As Novel drive home, I finally meet my bedroom and slang on it still replaying what have just happened to our day, and I feel happy but not still contented, It's just like I can't get enough of NOVEL.