Teasing Miss Bullock (TeacherxStudent/gxg)

| Chapter 46: Hatred

Novel's POV

Waking up without feeling afraid makes my day complete...but so just thy know...I will be fully complete if the woman I crave every seconds of my life will be beside me...she never contact me for this past 2 days and it made me worried, I go to her house only to see that she's not there, and gush it made me feel worried if where she goes

The sounds of my alarm went on before I could fall back to sleep again...I grab my phone to check some new text or missed calls from her but none of those shows...

Sandra what's happening? Where are you now?

I wear some baggy jeans with white tank top and Sandra's hoodie I arbour from her making me smile smelling her scent...yep I ask some of her perfume and she protested about it until she ask me something in exchange for this haha

"Good morning" I fainted smile to my parent...I am thankful that they take it lightly...and they support me just 'be careful' is always what they saying not just all about the relationship going on between us Sandra but also to the eheermm you know when thing gone heated...okay.

Riding to school is okay; now greeting teachers are okay too; Crystal is out of daze as Shawn is reading his book "Crystal? Are you okay?" I check my Best friend as she snap back to reality "Y-yeah-yeah...I'm good, I'm good" she mutter giving me a faint smile, 

I just give her a smile as the bell rang "so let's go we need to A's the coming exam so...break a leg" I cheer as Shawn and Crystal grimace "Nah, go have A's in solo if it need to break a leg, wont trade my sexy leg for that, I still want to ramp in 8 inch heels" Shawn complain putting her hand up in defence manner making me roll my eyes "It means Good luck, Shawn" they sigh in relief before we burst into laughter realizing they sounds like idiot.

You know I'm excited to end this school year, and taking all this subject I need to pass is not easy...but at least I have a motivation to became one, and I am becoming more impatient during my classes

I just want to check on Sandra!!...as my prayer answered the bell rang for break/recess, I immediately pack my things and head to Sandra, I don't mind starving as long as I check on her...

A bumping student on the way just quickly gets to her office but she isn't there so I run again towards our room— that's more sufficient...until I reach her door and knock on it "come in" her voice is stern making me raise an eyebrow, coming inside her room with defying silence

she's still facing her back to me doing paper works "Hi baby!" she flinch but still not turn to face me making me frown "You didn't text me, or call me" I pout as she seems so invested in her work now than interacting with me "What's wrong?" I ask with the same caring tone, but her silence makes me sit on one chair

Sandra's beauty never fade, her hair is in tight high ponytail, gush she always looks compose, but I feel her heavy aura...or maybe it's just me feeling some tension because of the silence "Okay, I think your busy" I sheepishly smile as she continue doing her work with resting bitch face...that's look hot on her, Ughhh stop novel you're in school!!

I think I need to speak so she will not get bored maybe? but I am enjoying looking at her in silence, oh god that Neon yellow tight long sleeve dress hugging every curves of her body that I already explore made me swallow my spit, imagining it's detail "You look beautiful as always" I blurted out of nowhere as she flick her attention to me but still her eyes not meeting my gaze

What happened? Sandra looks like she's going to hunt a person who burn her house...her jaw Is clenching and her face is tense, she stand walking toward the door

Still not looking at me? I notice, but I know she is just pranking me to see how long I last of her ignoring me, I did this too last time but she didn't even last for 20 seconds haha!! ...So far I now almost last for 7 minutes maybe, but I just wanna hug her

She opens the door and steals a quick glance to me making me scrunch my brows as soon as the bell ring I reluctantly stand up and come to meet Shawn giving me a fainted smile and greetings to Sandra and I decided to get going to my respective seat, something I feel wrong now.

During her class she didn't acknowledge my presence, I try to participate but she don't even let her sight near me, which is now I'm starting to feel light pain in my chest.

As soon as her class end which I dreaded, I slowly pack my things to be left behind which Shawn try to prevent but I insist...I follow the rest before closing the door behind the last person walk out the door leaving me and only Sandra

"Sandra...what's wrong?" I ask walking toward her who is still not acknowledging me "are you not feeling well?" I ask as she clicks her tongue sounds irritated "Yes!" she said in High monotone voice (her sarcastic tone) making me furrow my brows in worriedness "I'll buy you medicine, yeah?" I say worried 

"I'll come later at home so I could take care of you?" I said in soothing voice I approach her touch her tense shoulder as she flinch before jolting her body away from me making me feel a knot in my throat

Is she feeling so disgusted to me? Because that what her face shows now...what have I done? What's happening?

She stand up firmly making me gulp in fear, her face held anger and I feel like she will gonna slap me or punch me which made me taken aback but I can't change the worry inside me that made me touch her face for her to calm down, 

she inhale deeply before sighing loudly through her flaring nose, after a second she Open her eyes which made my heart clenched, the warmth is not there, the care, the passion, the home I want to see is not there...it's empty and dangerous, my eyes start to prickle

I put my hand in her face looking intently in her eyes

where is the woman I love... who is this I come face to face with?

"Leave. Me. Alone!" she sternly demand to me holding firmly my hand that resting on her face and almost tight grip, and I can feel she's holding back the anger, the dangerous side of her...I know I still see the caring side of her...

even if it's not in her eyes I know it's just hiding there in the pit of her heart "Leave. Me. Alone-" her voice crack as I whip the tears running down my face, I nod understanding her mood, maybe she will calm down and I can talk to her

As I going to walk on the door it then open revealing Acelya looking at me and to Sandra, her jaw immediately drop as she saw Sandra which now finally sob making me stand like a statue due to shock "Oh god, Sandra what happened?" she ask in panic tone she then hug Sandra who cry in her shoulder making my brows furrow...Okay? This is heart breaking and I don't know a single fucking shit what is happening

Ace turned to me with an angry look "Leave Sandra alone now, Novel, You did not deserve her, fucking manipulative bitch" she said making my jaw drop further on the floor, 

what the hell is she talking about? 

"What did you say?" I ask in a warning tone as she scoff "Just stay away from her starting right now, don't you ever come near her or talk to her you nincompoop ordinary Douchebag student" as that sentence come out to her mouth I just wanna burrow a gun and shot her tongue, 

but one thing caught my emotion is Sandra not defending me, Is she for real? 

"sandie?" my voice become weak as she just stare at me with blood shot eye and anger look almost telling me that she want also to say what Acelya accuse or put adjectives in my personality

Ouch! That...was unbelievable...it seems like a nightmare

I run away and go home to cry all my will, I love Sandra, and what I just encounter put a crack inside my heart, but knowing my dumb self I know that I won't stop until my heart will shatter into thousand pieces, until I feel empty.

There is a miscommunication and misunderstanding here, B'coz I have no any idea what does Sandra go through for just two days that I'm not with her, and I won't stop until we fix this, it's only 3 months for us to be exclusive, that's impossible of her to break with me in a most far way part of her life...I know...as I said I'm such a martyr.