It's been six months since our breakup. Two months after my discharge. I don't feel any better. Some days are better than others. I had burned our pictures yesterday to start to let you go. I deleted our moments captured from my phone. I keep one thing to remind me of us. A bracelet. I truly love you and just because I burned the pictures and deleted the memories from my phone doesn't mean I love you any less. I can't. Once you truly love someone, that love will always be there. This pain will always be here, but with time it will subside. With time it'll hurt a little less. I know that once I move on and find someone else to provide with my love, it won't hurt unless I see you. As much as I want to see you now, I hope to never see you once I'm married and have kids because I know that if that time ever comes my love for you will resurface. I meant it when I said ONLY YOU. Because of your absence, however, I had to move on. I had to find happiness somewhere else. I know that even though I let you go and I'm starting to move on, I will feel this pain come up every now and then. You are a broken bone that has healed. Most days I don't notice it, but then just then the pain hits again. This is defined as Phantom Pain. You are now a ghost in the back of my head and you will always be haunting my thoughts.
Through this pain and through the growth I know one thing. Our story wasn't supposed to end the way that it did. I don't believe that our story is over. I believe that we are Unfinished, You and I.
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Unfinished, You and I
RomanceWe never really got to finish our story Travis, so I will. This is what I saw for us. I hope this story finds you. I hope you read this with an open mind and heart. This is simply what I saw for our future. I can't say I fell for you from our first...
