imperfect as i am
we were both at fault
i dragged you down
and you did it to me as well
we loved each other wrongfully
we craved each other sufferingly
we cared toxically
it ruined us, unfortunately
we were young
we knew nothing
you couldnt speak
and i couldnt see
it was horrendous
and it affected you so much
i longed for empathy
you defended through apathy
it was a mess
you were a wreck
and i asked and i asked and i asked
but you kept saying you were fine
i was also one
but it was too much for me
you had hurt me so much
and you blamed your misery
but still, i didnt deserve all that
i never did and you knew
i dont deserve all that
i dont
