You dont know how it feels like
When people think you are a disease without cure
When you know that you have sinned in the eyes of god
But all you do is apologize for something you cant change
And do good in return
Not to satisfy the eyes of others, but to repay him in ways that you can
I can never repay him and i know im a sin
It has never left my mind ever since the day i fell inlove with her
I am stuck
Between the good and the greater
For i am her change but also her downfall
I am a sin but also a believer
I have been loving her and teaching his ways.
I do it out of love
From time to time i escape these thoughts
But that doesnt mean i dont breakdown
I am still human
