if you loved me
you wouldn't have flipped every argument
you wouldn't have let me sleep knowing i'm not okay
you wouldn't have left me alone at times you knew i shouldn't have been
you wouldn't have tried to leave me over and over
you wouldn't have had me question my worth
you wouldn't have waited for me to be fine again
you wouldn't manipulate me
you wouldn't have done all the things you knew you shouldn't have
you wouldn't have treated me like shit
you wouldn't have assumed that i wouldn't leave you
because it hurt so bad
you hurt me so bad
and that's not love
and now you claim to have loved me so much
you claim that you gave the world
we both know what you could,
no
what you wanted to give
and you know it wasn't love
i wish i never met you
