i just really really want to restart in another lifetime
maybe there im less shitty
maybe there im less hurt
maybe there the world favors us a little more
but until then im stuck here
in my own thoughts
in this cruel world
in this earth that hunts us
for what we do
what we've done
what we'll do
but none of us deserves this pain
despite what karma dictates
we did what we could
offered the world what it didnt accept
what it couldve accepted
but there we cried
i want to let go
of graces i dont deserve
of sins i didnt commit
of guilt ive tried to avoid
of life i never wanted
