I know I'm not enough
You are not satisfied when I give you the right words, the right compliments
The right comfort
You are not satisfied with my care, my empathy, my willingness
My tears
I know that I'm annoying
I try to cheer you up with lousy jokes, self-shaming, but I end up
Annoying you
I get to a point where I try to talk facts, emotions, and sense to you, but you end up
Ignoring me
It's clear that all these 'little' things that I do, it does not satisfy you.
I end up wanting your attention, wanting to receive these things that I've done for you
But right from the start it was obvious that all these things that I gave you
You wanted someone special to give you, to tell you, to care for you
To love you
Because no matter how hard I tried for you, her affection was the one you
Wanted
And I fully aware of that fact, but still I got hurt for you.
It was all for you.
