~ Guardian Angel ~ (Completed) ✅

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(y/n) - your name

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"FRIGGA! NO!" I cried out as she reached out to me, her pained gasps surrounding me as Malekith plunged the sword into her from her back.

It's all my fault!

I couldn't save her!

I cried out as I watched the scene over and over again, feeling pathetic and useless as I could never save her. I watched how I barged into her room, turning into a dark monster and her breaking me out to save me before she died. 

Frigga died because of me. 

Because I was turning into a monster.

"It wasn't your fault..."

I gasp awake, eyes snapping open as I heard Frigga's voice. Her sound soothing over me but that didn't stop the tears that dripped down my face. "She's strong in ways you'd never even know. Even lady (y/n)." I catch the brothers arguing once again and I peek my head out the blanket. Thor was manning the ship as Loki sat next to me and brushed my hair back gently.

"This day, the next, a hundred years, it's nothing! It's a heartbeat! You'll never be ready! The only woman whose love you've prized will be snatched from you!"

"And what of you!? Do you not care for the woman you have caused pain yourself!?" I feel Loki bristle up next to me, his hand pausing over my head. "I can see something different in you when you look at Lady (y/n)!"

"There is nothing going on!"

"And you will always continue to deny the love you sought to receive. Do you not see that she cares for you too!"

"Enough!"

"No brother! I won't surrender to this!"

"The son of Odin." Loki hisses out.

"No, not just of Odin! You think you alone were loved of mother? You had her tricks, but I had her trust!"

"Trust. Was that her last expression? Trust? When you let her die!"

Frigga...

I block out the rest of the fight, shutting my eyes tight and wallowing in my tears that fell as I blocked off my ears. Memories of that fight flashing before my eyes over and over again.

I'm sorry Frigga, I'm so sorry.

It's all my fault.

I killed you.

I couldn't save you.

I let you die.

You shouldn't have died.

You should've been alive and scolding your kids.

I did this to you.

I'm sorry.

"You did everything to save her." I sniffle and look up as Loki wipes my tears away, holding my hands tightly in his. I knew he saw my memories and I grew angry, ripping my hands from his and putting in my earphones. I didn't want him to see the thoughts or the images in my head, drowning him out with my music. "Don't do this (y/n), you will only hurt yourself more." I ignore Loki, not wanting to hurt him any more than I already was. I didn't want him to see his mother die over and over again in my head.