please never fall in love again

Today better be good

why did i have to volunteer??
was i really the only person to respond??
I better get SOMETHING out of this
they better let someone else do this dumb tour with me I DONT KNOW THESE PEOPLE and they dont know each other. It' will be way worse

Ok ok you'll be fine calm down. Think about it on the bright side
You can see all of them again
Youve missed them all summer

Niki, dream, gogy, karl, sap, big q, foolish. So many others. And maybe this tour will just let you make more friends
maybe....

*buzz*

"AAHHH" i yelled. "shit that was loud"
I picked up my phone a stupid vibration should not have scared me that much i need to calm down.

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i went to open the snap when

HONKKKKKKKKKKKKK

yet again i jumped a car horn was blaring outside my window it was still going.
finally it stopped. I heard a car door open and close.

Bad and skeppy must be here

I started walking to my window while i opened the snap from bad when i heard a small thud and a small crack. I looked up only to see a large crack in my window

dads gonna kill me

I ran the last few steps to my window and opened it

Down on the ground stood that short dude wearing all blue. Of course he still wore all blue. 

"SKEPPY WHAT THE HELL?! YOU CRACKED MY WINDOW!" I yelled to him.

"SHIT SORRY PUFFY" he yelled back "I MEAN UHH THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR NOT BEING READY"

"I AM" i shouted down to him. Man really had the nerve to say i wasnt ready when he is just impatient.

"WELL THEN GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE" skeppy yelled.

"OK I'LL BE RIGHT DOWN"
i grapped my binder and my bag and looked at myself in the mirror.

You got this cara

I walked out of my room my stomach felt like a bottomless pit besides that i felt kinda... numb?
I walked down the stairs mom and dad were gone

schlatts probably driving himself tubbo probably went with mo-

"Hey puffy can i get a ride?" a shaggy brown haired freshman asked me

"I thought youd get a ride with mom" i said to the freshman.

"C'mon puffy please??" He said

"Did schlatt leave yet?" I asked him praying my older brother was still here

"No... but cant i just go with you? We're going to the same place" he said

"Im going with bad and skeppy and i'd rather not bring you along tubbo" i said trying not to sound mean. "Its only a five minute drive anyways i'm sure if you run you'll make it"

"PUFFY!" Tubbo shouted annoyed "fine. I'll bike or something. hopefully i dont get kidanpped"

"Thats the spirit! I gotta go see ya later tubs" i said as i walked out the door.

"Bye puff puff" tubbo called to me

I walked down my driveway skeppy was leaning against bad's car.
"PUFFY!!" He said running to me

"Shorty!" I said as i give him a quick hug

He pulled away from me and glared into my eyes. I was 5'7 (almsot 5'8) and just barely taller than him.

"shotgun" he said and turned running

From my frontstep to bad's car wasnt far and skeppy wasnt fast enough or well he was but i decided it'd be faster to tackle him

"OW PUFFY WHAT THE FUCK!" Skeppy said into the grass

"I wanted shotgun" i said cooly as i got up and jogged to the car.

"Hey bad" i said as i closed the door to the car

"Why'd you tackle skeppy?!" He said quickly

"Wow no hello i see alright. Muffin man isnt excited for school i see? Or is he mad his boyfriend got crushed?" I said sarcastically knowing bad wouldnt care

"hi puffy. why. did. you. tackle. skeppy. he said slower this time

"Im fine bad" skeppy said ducking into the backseat.

"Are we ready to go?" Bad asked happy now that skeppy was there.

"Yep" me and skeppy said

"Puffy play some jams" skeppy said. He remembered the code.

We were already pissing off  bad? Sounded good to me.

I plugged my phone into the aux and put on f**kin problmes by A$AP Rocky this song. was "jams"

"Bad ready for your favourite song?" I smirked

"Huh?" He said as the song began to play.
I cranked the volume and me and skeppy rolled as many windows down as possible

"I LOVE BAD BITCHES THATS MY FUCKIN PROBLEM" me and skeppy sang

"LANGUAGE" bad yelled trying to turn the music off

maybe today would be good after all...