please never fall in love again

Halloween was good for a holiday we dont get school time off for at least. I barely remember that night i got hammered. we were a week into December now though and the good old Christmas spirit was the air
It infected everyone infesting their brains with jolly Christmas tunes about an old man and his flying deer

I like Christmas and all but its been ruined
It was like a cold numbness wrapped itself around my brain and slowly seeped through the rest of my body
I wished to go to bed and not wakeup
Why was that so hard?

Minx was leaving

She was an exchange student i guess you could say
She had tried to get the rest of the year here but she couldnt
She said she'd move here
She promised
But whats a promise but words?

Im not heartbroken
How could i be?
I never dated her
Slept with her
Yeah i had kissed her a few times
Yeah i liked her
I really liked her
But what was maybe dating was to hidden to be actual dating
Nobody even knew about us
It felt like a middle school relationship
Maybe she was to embarrassed to be seen with me as is
Maybe she-

"Hey puf-"

"Have a holly jolly Christmas!"

"Fuck line?"

"You should know this boomer! You're the singer here!"

Niki, hannah and boomer
Hannah and boomer had been singing

"Language" a boy in a grey and red hoodie said walking up behind boomer and flicking his head
Boomers frog bucket hat almost fell off his head

"BAD!" Hannah said hugging him

"Hi hannah" he said giving her a quick hug and sitting beside me at our table

Class would start soon

Niki, hannah and boomer walked to thier seats

"How you feelin puff?" Bad asked me

"Like shit" i said my head in my hands muffling my voice slightly

"It'll be ok muffinhead" bad said rubbing my back
I put my head on his shoulder i could feel tears coming

Last class before lunch pull yourself together puffy. You'll be fine. You'll be ok.

~time skip~

Last 5 minutes of class
I grabbed my stuff and left the teacher was gone anyways we'd be dismissed soon

I walked or half ran to the bathroom i was on the verge of tears
I walked my head down and bumped into someone

A purple haired girl mascara running down her beautiful face her blue eyes tainted by tears and redness

We said nothing
Just rushed to each other's arms
Dropping our stuff on the floor
Eventually we ourselves dropped to the floor
Sleep deprivation crept over both of us all the exhaustion finally overflowing as well as our tears and bottled up emotions

"Why do you have to leave" i said into her chest refusing to let go of her

"I'm sorry... i tried" minx said softly stroking my hair

"You can't leave me minx! Not now. You're my best friend..." i said pulling away "my soulmate"

"I... i know puff.. im so sorry" minx said wiping her eyes "i love you so much"

"I love you too" i said

"We have to leave people are going to walk in on... this." Minx said slowly standing up

"Yeah." I said standing and grabbing my things
I walked over to a mirror and did my best to cover the fact i had been crying

Minx and i walked out of the bathroom together out fingers intertwined.

~time skip to end of the day~

I waited at the doors for her to come out of her last class. I still wasn't sure what it was.
I saw her and my face lit up. I had told myself i needed to make this happy. Not sad. The last day of school i'd have with her
I saw her walking towards me and pointed at her

"Hi puff" she said walking up to me
She waved goodbye to one of her friends and followed me out the door

We walked out into one of the parking lots of the school. It was quite icy with small patches here and there of concrete. I held out my hand and the taller girl took it

"Watch this" she said and slid on the ice
She looked at me and smiled very pleased with herself

"Careful. I dont want you to fall" i said holding her hand a little tighter

"Im fine!" She laughed "as long as you have me i cant fall"

I smiled at her as she continued to slide on the uneven ice

We reached the place where normally we would part ways but today she dragged me down the snowy path she took home.

"I have to get home" i said "im taking the bus today and its going to leave soon"

"No" she said "its already gone you have to come with me"

"No its not" i laughed
She squeezed me hand
She put up a bit more of a fight with me not to leave but gave up

"Fine" she sighed "i'll see you later though right?"

"Of course" i said
She pulled me into a tight hug

"See you later" i said pulling away. I turned and began walking away

"Love you say it back!" She shouted
I smiled and looked over my shoulder

"Love you!" I shouted back
I saw her smile and she half skipped away

Shes so perfect...
She has the right to fall in love
Hell i dont even know if she fell in love with me
But if she did... would it be selfish of me to ask her?
Just to
Please... never fall in love.. again.