Ashley's Pov
I finally backed up. He looked into my eyes, and I couldn't think of anything to do. It felt so right to be with Ethan. I don't know what I was thinking. Ethan is just a friend! I love Drew! I love him. I wouldn't trade him for the world.
"I'm sorry." Ethan said backing away.
"It's okay. I umm do it again." I blurted out.
What was I thinking? This is not like me. I don't do this type of stuff! I can't kiss him. I don't even want to.
"Are you sure?" He said confused.
I shook my head no.
"No." I said truthfully.
I'm so confused. What the heck is going on? How am I going to tell Drew about this? I feel horrible. I feel sick to my stomache. I should of never came here. I don't belong with Ethan. I don't deserve Drew. Do I love Drew? Do I even know the meaning of love?
"I think I have to go." I said standing up.
He nodded and stood up walking beside me.
"I think I'll walk by myself." I said wrapping my arms around myself.
"That's a long walk." He said.
He was right. It was at least 4 miles from my house.
"I know." I said.
"I'm really sorry about tonight. I couldn't help myself. You're just so beautiful, and I really didn't know what I was doing. I just had to, ya know? Plus-"
I kissed him. The kiss wasn't long, but wasn't short. It didn't feel right but it didn't feel wrong. Tears streamed down my face, and I walked away. What did I do?
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Sorry it's short loves💜💖
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