a letter to innocence who committed suicide

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remember when this didn't seem so hard

remember when your voice was that of a lions

when you didn't require to much space to be living on this earth

remember when you were living in this earth

i can't tell you when i first saw you slip

to cold and tired

but I can tell you the moment i knew you were never going to survive

it was the middle of the day

Taylor Swift lyrics marched across that computer that sat in your living room

letting it drowned out your mothers screams

your screams

your poetic alcohol

i saw you looking back at me

mirror with silver lips, whispering words no makeup could hide

that was the first time i remember you wanting to die

you saw them and me

i know darling you didn't understand

why life had to be more car crash then roller coaster

why boys smiled with your flesh in their teeth

you prayed so hard that faith turned you blind

those kids that called themselves christian, the first razor into your skin

say god is the color of whatever building you decide to jump off of

say boys will be boys

say well stop wearing skirts to school then

you had no choice but to give in, I know

but I can't help wonder

would you still be here if you had?

would you still be here if you had?

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