To the guy at my work

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Yes you, the one who looks linger too long, the one who tells me to "just smile" when you point an unwanted camera at me

To you, the man who flutters around, sexist comments dripping from your mouth, sex jokes with a grin, making sure I'm over 18 before you speak your mind, expecting everyone to listen

Yes you, I see you

I know how you make me feel, all coiled up and wrong, with nothing but fishbowl glass separating you and me, I am for your amusement

But darling it seems I am the one amused

I find your arrogance laughable, your sex appeal, your sliver fox, sad

I am not scared of you, though I know you want me to be

I won't allow you to get off on nervous glances

all predator and prey, the hunt is electric, but the catch is for ruin

No

I grin, bat eyelashes at you with a tease in my pretty blue eyes, read between the curves of my lips

young girl want some

And I watch

I watch as your hands shake

this game, I know how to play it well

darling, you are not the first

That man before you took all he could take of me, ate till he was full, left me starving in the hall

So you will be the last, build my castle with cement,

no weakness,

no crumble

you want to feel my warm hands, but my soul is oh so cold

there is nothing left of me for you to kill, nothing left of me that society tells you you're entitled to

boys never grow up, men never get old

but you're supposed to be the adults' girls look up to

And you, the guy at my work

Do you believe all women have cotton in their mouths, strings around their wrists

you puppet master

Do you believe it's your job to make us smile and concede

Say it's unbecoming when a girl gets angry

But I am not scared of you, I have seen the lion behind many a man, and boys who learn from their fathers

You hunt down pretty gazelle's forgetting that it's not just "man" who poaches

I want your mane on my goddamn wall

And to the guy at my work,

As I stand in your office door

Short dress, brush against my legs

you ask me if I ever want to get married

And it's because of men like you

I say no

I say no

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