The Rockstar and The Outcast

Chapter 15 Good Bye Mother

(Georgia)

I woke up feeling all warm and fuzzy. I slowly opened my eyes so they could slowly adjust to the bright light. I saw a sleeping Ashley, my sleeping Ashley. He had one of his arms behind his head and the other one was across my stomach. He is so cute when he sleeps; not to be creepy but I could watch his sleeping face all day.

I felt something put pressure on my back and I turned my head. I saw CC was half on me and half off the bed. He had one leg over my hip and one arm across my upper body. The rest of him was dangling off of my bed. It looked really uncomfortable, but then again it was CC we are talking about.

I just smiled and attempted to get up. Since I was between the two guys, I had to use my ninja stealth and escape. It wasn't to hard but it was hard enough. I looked around and saw that I was the only one awake. The rest of the band was sprawled out over the rest of my room. I carefully tiptoed around everyone, then walked down stairs and went into the kitchen. I decided to make chocolate chip pancakes and sausage for everyone.

I grabbed everything and started to make up a batch. While I waited to flip pancakes I made a pot of coffee. Not even a minute after I had made the first few pancakes, I heard shuffling from upstairs. Jake came down first and Jinxx followed. "Morning Peaches," both of them said to me as they poured themselves coffee.

"Morning to you too, sleep well?" I had just finished dishing them up some food as they sat down at the bar with their coffee.

"Yeah I slept pretty well," Jinxx replied while Jake just nodded his head.

Not long after that the rest of the guys came downstairs. Andy immediately grabbed a plate and so did CC. Ashley came up behind me and gave me a hug.

"Morning Princess Peach, how did you sleep last night?" Ashley's voice was slightly deeper and it sent the butterflies in my stomach wake up.

"Well besides CC trying to spoon with me, while kicking me I slept pretty well."

Ash gave CC a death glare but it soon disappeared. Ashley grabbed a plate and piled food on it. I quickly made a plate and set it off to the side. Then I proceeded to clean up the kitchen before heading up to pack.

I got to my now messy room and got my two large suitcases from my closet. I flipped them down on my bed and began to fill them up. I had learned that the tour was going to be about four months. So I decided to pack a little more than necessary.

After packing I grabbed a pair of dark shorts and a black MCR tank top. I put my lip piercing in, then I moved on to my bathroom. I put on my makeup, and put up my hair in a ponytail. I decided to braid the ponytail to keep it out of my face, and it looked cool too. Once I was done I zipped up my luggage and hauled it down stairs.

I set my stuff down by the door and went to sit on the couch next to Ashley. I looked around and noticed the guys hadn't even bothered even getting dressed. Just as I was about to sit down I heard the door open. I looked back and saw my mother. As soon as her bloodshot eyes landed on the guys, I swear I saw smoke coming out of her ears. To say she looked pissed was an understatement; she looked like she could kill me. I stood up and began to approach her. My mother stormed into the house and stopped inches away from me.

"What are these boys doing here?! Don't tell me you tarnished the family name by becoming a whore! Plus I got your test scores back."

By this point my mother was screaming. I had to keep my head held high and not show her my weakness. "Wait, what the hell are you talking about. Aren't you the person who is sleeping with the neighbors every day and night?"

"I got your latest exam score back and guess who got an 89. I told you to get at least an A! Second I walk in here after a long night working to see 5 guys in boxers laying around my house! I have had it up to here with your antics!"

"Will I ever be good enough for you? Plus what work are you even talking about? Plus the only work you do is on your knees at the neighbors. Lastly these guys happen to be my family, so don't you dare insult them."

I was about to turn around when I felt her icy grip on my shoulder. I was pulled back and around to face her. Her hand then collided with my cheek and left a bright red hand print.

"You will never be good enough. You were never grateful for anything that I did."

I took a step back, not sure how I was going to react. So I told her my latest news. I knew what would set her off, so I used it to my advantage

"Well then mother," I began with bitter sarcasm filling my voice, "I have some news for you. First, I am leaving. I plan to going tour with my FAMILY. Once we get back from tour I'll come over and get my things."

I looked back and saw the guys looking at me with worried expressions; I could tell they weren't sure how to react. They had moved up to stand behind me. Ashley placed his hand on my shoulder and gave me an encouraging nod. I felt a little better with him there. He looked pretty upset and I don't blame him.

"Next I plan on taking a break from school."

Now I knew I had gotten to a tender spot. My father wanted me to pursue what I wanted to do. When he was home, I would show him my latest hobbies. He would be proud and happy for me. Even though he wasn't always there, he was supportive. Unlike my mother who had pushed for me to become a doctor or lawyer. So when I showed her what I loved, my dreams would be shattered. She would say they were stupid and no one got a job doing things like that.

"What about college dear? If your going to be a lawyer you will need to start college." Her voice was sounding more and more stressed. She was close to breaking. "I don't want your dreams to not come true."

"Those are your dreams, not mine. I never wanted to be a lawyer or doctor. If that is what you wanted,why didn't you do it? So good bye and fare well." I tried to sound as up beat and happy as possible to tick her off more.

All of us walked by her and up the stairs. I got into my room and began to pack my pets up, while the band got dressed. I grabbed Twixx's cage and food. I put Twixx in a carrier and placed her on my bed. I found Skittles carrier and put her in it. Once we were all ready they guys helped me take down my pets and their supplies. My mother was no where in sight.

We placed all of the stuff in Andy's car. I walked back in the house and quickly grabbed my mothers book with all of my medical info in it. I put it in my bag I had over my shoulder. After grabbing it I went to the door.

I turned around and saw my mother. Her face showed signs of a never ending disappointment and anger. I just smiled and waved. I walked out as profanities were being screamed at me. I walked over to Ashley and grabbed the helmet he held out to me. A silent tear slipped from my eye, and Ash quickly wiped it away. Then we both hopped in the bike and began the trip back to LA.