The Rockstar and The Outcast

Chapter 30 Fixing Mistakes

(Georgia)

I walked out of our room and began to make my way to Jinxx's room. Ashley needs to learn to not jump to conclusions as quickly. Heck I was just accused of cheating on him. Then poor Jinxx was accused of being the guy I cheated on Ashley with. Plus his secret was told. I feel so bad for the guy.

I approached his door and gently knocked on it. Nothing, I heard nothing. I decided to wait another minute and try again. After knocking agin, I tried to open the door. Luckily he left it unlocked. I cautiously stepped inside and closed the door behind me.

"Jinxx, are you in here?"

Noting but silence filled the room. I began to get nervous. I hope he didn't try to do anything stupid. I stepped further into the room and checked the bathroom first. Noting in there. I left the bathroom and went over to where the beds were. I saw Jinxx sitting on the edge of the bed, with the moon light illuminating his silhouette. As I got closer, I noticed he had tear streaks running down his face. I kneeled down in front of him. I saw that his eyes were open and bloodshot. They were once so full of life and contentment, but now they were just shells of what used to be there.

"Jinxx, look at me," I quietly commanded.

His eyes flicked towards me.

"What," he croaked out.

I moved over next to him and sat on the bed. I put my arm around his shoulders and pulled him near me. He gave in eventually, and rested his head on my shoulders.

"Wanna talk about it?"

"What is there to talk about," he asked quietly. "I have a crush on a girl I know I can't have, and I have to see her every day be with someone else who isn't me. Then one of my best friends accuses me of helping you cheat on him," he said while sitting up to look at me.

To say the least I was in shock. I never knew Jinxx felt that way about me. I mean at one point I was falling for him a little, but Ashley and I just clicked. Jinxx and I are more like siblings, I guess.

"Well say something," Jinxx snapped after we had been sitting in silence for some time.

"I don't know what to say," I honestly replied. "How long have you liked me," I quietly asked while playing with my hands in my lap.

"Ever since I bumped into you, that first day in Salt Lake. Something drew me to you and I couldn't resist the urge to talk to you." There was another long silence before Jinxx talked again. "But you know what? I knew you weren't the one for me, yet I still had this crush on you."

Now I'm confused. "What do you mean," I asked.

"Remember that game of truth or dare, when someone dared me to kiss someone in the room. I decided that would be a good time to see if I felt anything in that kiss. So I kissed you and didn't feel any sparks. Yet I was still struck by your personality and looks. The sparks didn't matter to me anymore."

"Oh, I'm sorry I put you through that Jinxx," I said not knowing what else to say.

"It's not your fault Peaches," Jinxx replied after a moment and took my hand in his to give it a reassuring squeeze. "I'll get over this little crush eventually. I just need some more time."

I stood up and looked down at Jinxx. "Do you want me to send Ashley in?"

"No, I will talk to him in the morning," he replied quietly.

"Ok," I said and kissed Jinxx's forehead. "I will see you in the morning and don't forget we will be loading the bus at seven," I said as I began to walk out of his room.

"Yes Peaches, see you in the morning," Jinxx replied before I left his room.

I walked back to me and Ashley's room. I opened the door and walked in, shutting it behind me. I walked over to the bathroom quickly and used the fatalities. Then I walked into the main part of the room where the beds were. I saw Ashley looking at a magazine. He looked up at me and smiled. I went over to my suite case and grabbed Ashley's favorite pair of my pjs, so I could change out of this swim suit. They consisted of a shirt I have with the band's logo on it and a pair of shorts with white and black polka dots dot on them. I went to the bathroom and ignored Ashley's questioning look.

I walked out with my pjs on and got a whistle from Ashley. I climbed into bed with him and snugged up close to his warm body. I decided to be funny and put my cold feet on his calves. They are so warm, and he screamed.

"GET YOUR COLD FEET OFF OF ME!!!"

"But you are so warm Ashes," I whined. Then I removed my icy feet from his warm body

"So how is he," Ashley asked in all seriousness.

"He's ok and will want to talk to you in the morning," I told him. "I kinda feel bad about the whole thing."

"Why?"

"I don't know. Jinxx told me that he has had a crush on me from the day he met me," I said while taking Ashley's hand in mine.

"It's ok babe, I know how it feels to fall in love with a girl, who is beautiful both inside and outside," he replied while looking me in the eyes.

"Awe Ash that's so sweet," I told him and kissed his nose.

"Yeah, but wanna know what's different about my experience?"

"Yeah," I replied while looking into those chocolaty eyes I love so much.

"Well that girl became mine, and I love her more than anything in this world," he told me while with each word getting closer to me.

Ash gently pressed his soft lips shins mine. Thank goodness I had just put on some chapstick. I started to move my lips against his and his moved with them. He bit my lip asking for entrance and I couldn't resist. I let him in and we had a tongue war going on inside our mouths.

About ten minutes later we were both out of breath. I laid my head on his chest, and Ashley wrapped his arms around me. I laid there listening to the heart that I loved so much. Ashley played with my hair and began to hum a little tune. I let out a yawn and snuggled into him a little more.

"You getting sleepy baby," he asked softly.

I nodded my head. He laid down and turned off the light.

"Ash, will you sing to me?"

"Sure babe," he said.

Stay for tonight

If you want to

I can show you

What my dreams are made of,

as I'm dreaming of your face

I've been away for a long time

Such a long time

And I miss you there

I can't imagine being anywhere else

I cant imagine being anywhere else but here.

I began to fall asleep to his deep voice singing 'If I'm James Dean You're Audrey Hepburn'. I loved it, I wish I could have stayed awake long enough to listen to it. But soon sleep took over my tired body.