The 21st of September

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Dear baby, I'm signing off after all. I'm trying to say everything I need to say to you. I hope you know, I'm so sad 'cause nothing I can do to you, I miss you. Your day will come very soon and I'm so happy for you. Even if you found that I always keep myself for you, but now I think...

I just don't want to ruin it. You should be happy without someone like me. You deserve a calm day without me trying to reach out all the time. I think you're sick of me, that's fine. At least I'm trying. You don't have to be bothered by me again 'till 6th and 10th October.

I'll leave you. It's hurt a lot, but the thing that only matters is you. I promise you, I'll be enough to play with. I need some walks too. I don't know am I at peace now, at my best, or at my worst. I don't understand myself either after all. That is completely fine for me to see you happy.

I'm okay, I'll be okay. Thank you for your time. I love you so much, you never know how deep this love is. Someday, maybe we're gonna work out. I pray for you, all the time, always, 1000x.

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