In the beginning, I obey the heavy rain blindly. Now you're the hero of my book, the villain in the chapters, and the pain causing me art. This kind of art I am making is my favorite phase 'cause I feel everything all at once and it's all because of...
People always say that I'm tough, fierce, fearless, rough, full of angst and fire.
They always say how did you get that power? How did you get that strength?
They always say, don't play with her, she's always on fire.
People always say I take control of my power and my energies are intimidating.
They're wrong, they never see me broken, they never see how shit I was, they never met me in the dark, they never see who inside myself...
They never know, they will never know, I will never let them in.
I'm not that strong, but I always am myself all the time, that's it.
They never see the person inside of me, they never see who is standing right behind me.
They never met you, honey. They never know how strong you are, they didn't understand where I get all this stuff from, they didn't understand how powerful your angels are.
They never met you. You never let them in.
You're my rock, I always holding on to you, everything I do, I trust myself because I always knew you always trust myself, you always support me, you always care about me, you always be there for me, everywhere I go, you always take care of me, gently, but sure, you healed me.
Your angel is protecting me, wherever I go. Despite my rages and everything that ever happened, you're still my rock, even though the reason I was hurting is you, I still holding on to you, you're still my rock and I always trust you, your soul, that boy, your angel is lingering all around me.
Playing with my hair, telling me a story from a different place that I had never visited before, you changed me, you changed my perspective of life, 180 degrees, you're a life-changer. I never regret you, I never hate you for everything we've been through because I love you, I do.
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Behind the person I am, it was always you behind me, standing strong fiercely.
Behind the person I was then, it was always you behind me, your angel protecting me.
You're the best form of god's protection for me. Maybe you never know that maybe you never feel it, I was saved by you, there's no reason I've punished you after what I've been through.
Behind the person I am now and in the future, it is always you, it's you, it's all because of you, I'm still every where because I got you. I'm not scared to be alone.
Your angel was watching over me, possessive, obsessive, all the devil eyes never can touching me, you're always with me, joking around, we're playing, I never be alone.
