BUTTERFLY - LOVE

SUNFLOWERS

In this wintertime of rehab and recess,

In a strange house, bed, town...

I'm still waiting for you

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I was in the winter of my life

Adoring pale moon of my death mask

I wish it was wonderful to get out of bed and never sleep again

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Drink too much cafein, cola smells good

Breathing the smokes too many

Cigarettes are his lover, more than my feet

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I was still thinking of you

Never thought I could love you that much

Steps over, kept getting further from my father's

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Red, white, and royal blue in the bar

There I found Carmen, she's beautiful and desperate at the same time

Should I tell her that when we were apart, I settle of the ghost of you?

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Your body comes to me in separate dreams

When I sleep, I see your feet, the dip of your ankle

The mole down of your lips, my favorite wrist of yours

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And when I wake up on a timeless day, feels like I've been with you

The phantom of your smile, your body, the perfect posture I love

I can feel you and it makes every bone within me ache

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For a few moments, I hold my breath telling myself you found somebody else

I am back there with you telling myself, fuck it I love you!

In the middle of consciousness, in thousand people I met, in strange room smells like death..

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...nowhere at all

I still think of you and my time stop

So lonely, so cold, I can barely feel my feet

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I was a sunflower waiting to dry and die

The winter season sometimes is stupid, honey

I saw Carmen, she's selling her hips and chests for freedom

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What freedom?

She was one of my favorite sunflowers who ready to die

The Aphrodite of the winter night

A girl who is looking for freedom.

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She said she doesn't wanna be like me

She's right and it's true

'cause I was dying