This is scary, honey, but it's true.
I love you as much as I love myself and it was fair for me.
I am healthier, wide awake, and notice everything.
I love you without a fear now, expectations are part of my past.
Stupid wish I won't settle.
I just love you the way your conditions are.
I love you so fucking much, honey.
Don't worry, I still belong to you.
I never lose you, how could I? You were never been mine.
We have each other's, I'm your second priority and so you are.
Red is your first priority, you should!
White is my first priority, I have to!
Red is ego, white is self.
I don't care what people say, I am stupid as hell,
because I always put you first over myself.
I love myself first now, healing from you.
You should love yourself first now, if you want me too.
Because you'll never ever love me right and whole.
Red and white, is the way we are, our fall-down.
This is our growth, I want mine so bad, you too.
I want equality and equity if we have a chance again.
Someday, on the right path full of roses, cut the thorns.
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BUTTERFLY - LOVE
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