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I started to hear your songs again. My days are getting harder and my mental state is worst than ever, but I don't want to kill myself this time. I do tired, but your songs are magical. They helped me and I'm being better little by little. You're my home and I knew it, now I just want you.

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I get wrong about you. I never learned, the bridges burnt, and the seeds are gone. We distance again. I never know you and neither you. I still have nightmares about the movie that I hate. I just want to see your face with different stories, with that boy's eyes, dazzling like a ruby.

I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side. Yes, you're right. You're not on my side, you were on someone else's bridge and I'm dying for that. You hurt me, admit that! I cried for you, but I prayed for you. How can I stop this feeling?

Every time I tried to do someone new, it was suicide. My soul was screaming and raging. She wants you. What the hell are you doing to me? I can't escape from you and it's hurting me to see myself acting like this. It's hard for me to see you with someone else.

I belong to you, I still belong to you.

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