Off Limits - Josh Dunkley

Eighty Six

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Tahlia's POV: 

I get home in no time, parking the car in the driveway before getting out. I walk up to the front door and unlock it, turning the lights on as I walk in. 

I run straight upstairs and fall face first on my bed as the tears start pouring out of my eyes as I think about the possible things that could be happening while I'm not there. 

Over and over I have a reoccurring thought that Josh has cheated definitely cheated on me as he got way too comfortable with that girl. I'll be very shocked if that didn't happen. 

It's not the fact that I don't trust him, it's the fact that he forgot that I was there, and forgot that he even had a girlfriend. Did it not click to him to think 'wait, hang on a second... I have a girlfriend' whilst he was letting that girl be all over him. 

I sob into my pillows, not caring that I have mascara on and that I'll get it smudged all over the pillowcase. I just can't physically believe how he could do this to me. Does he even love me? - I know it's bold to say think he doesn't love me, when he has shown me he clearly does, but tonight, it was like I didn't exist, and that angered me. 

I am too busy sobbing that I don't realise my bedroom door open until I hear my name being called. 

"Tahls?" Josh says. I reluctantly pick myself up from the bed, to sit up and face him. 

"What do you want?" I ask and he sighs, walking over and sitting on my chair, that's at my desk. 

"I know what you saw, but trust me. I did not kiss her, not even after you left." Josh says. 

"Like I can believe you." I spit and Josh frowns. He's taken aback a bit by my aggressive and angry tone but I don't give two shits. 

"Do you not trust me?" 

"I did, but not after what you did." 

"You're making it out like I murdered someone Tahlia." He says and I glare at him. 

"Well you might as well have. This is just as bad." 

"How can letting someone grind on you be bad?" He asks and it takes everything in me not to scream and yell things at him that I will regret. 

"I am your girlfriend therefore I should be the only one that's allowed to grind on you." I say and he nods. 

"I get that, but I haven't committed any crime here." 

"Don't play the victim here Josh. You let a girl grind on you and touch you whilst I was sitting there watching it all with your best mate. How the fuck do you think I feel?" I ask. 

"I get that." 

"You clearly don't..." I say. "I'm going to ask you one more time. Did. You. Kiss. Her?" 

"No, I didn't, but I nearly did... Ads stopped me." 

"Are you fucking kidding me Josh?" I say and he sighs. 

"Nearly kissing her is nearly just as bad as actually kissing her." I yell. 

"I know." He says, looking down at the ground and barley meeting my eyes.