Roses and Flame

Chapter 19

"Are you sure about this?" he asked me. I just nod and kissed him, still having my fingers in his hair.

"Tell me because I can stop if you don't want to," he said breaking our kiss.

I wasn't entirely sure if I was ready to have sex for the first time in my life but I knew that all I wanted to do now was to feel him. I can worry about my decision later - whether it was good or not.

"Yes, I want to," I said as confident as I possibly could.

"Okay," he said quickly kissing me and then grabbing something from the nightstand. Condom. Of course, what else could it be?

He pulled away a bit to put it on and then I felt him slowly sliding in me. I wasn't sure if I liked that feeling, I mean that was a bit weird but what did I expect to feel?

He started to kiss me again and slowly increasing speed - kissing become more desperate and needy as his movements in and out of me went faster. Something about it made it addicting and I wanted more and more. Then, when I thought I couldn't feel any better, we both finished and oh..my..god. That felt good. I just hope I didn't make a mess on his sheets because I know that sometimes it can get bloody when you lose your virginity.

Out of breath he pulled out and fell next to me. I turned to face him and he was looking at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing, just that it felt good. How about you?" he asked smiling at me.

"Good," I just said and smiled back at him.

"Okay, I got to get this off," he said and got off the bed. I knew exactly what he meant. How come I knew it if it was my first time? Maybe I was paying a little too much attention to details when Daniela would tell me about her experience.

I sit upright to check the sheets. Huh, they were white as I first saw them. Maybe it wasn't all that bad after all.

"You okay?" asked Tyson coming out of his bathroom.

I didn't dare to look down there so I just looked at his face when I said "yeah, just a bit cold to be honest."

"That can be easily fixed," he said while climbing back in bed. Then he pulled the duvet over both of our bodies and looked into my eyes.

"Better?" he asked.

"Better," I said smiling back at him.

"Was it really good?" he asked me.

Oh god, did he knew I was a virgin and he just took my virginity? I mean, how could he. If Miley Cyrus didn't tell her husband that he took her virginity when they first had sex but only years later so Tyson probably doesn't know that too, he just wants to make sure if it was good for me too.

"Yes, it was," I said and that was the truth. It was good even if I didn't know before how would it feel.

"Okay," Tyson said and then hugged me with both of his hands.

When I felt myself drifting to sleep I heard him whisper to me "I really hope I didn't mess up things between us, baby." Then he kissed my forehead and I fell asleep.