Loved By You

Twenty Five

Demi | Mature

"You okay?"

"Will you please stop asking if I'm okay?" I jumped at his tone of voice, my heart for a moment freezing in my chest. He released a sigh as I glanced down at my hands, beginning to nibble on my lip. "I'm sorry. I-I didn't mean to snap" I swallowed down the lump that formed in my throat as tears burnt at the backs of my eyes. "Baby, I'm sorry. I'm just frustrated. I'm not used to people having to do stuff for me. I didn't even get to help you with bath and bedtime and I..." I glanced up at him as he shook his head. "I didn't mean to snap at you. I'm not-I'm not annoyed with you."

"You can talk to me. I know that you're not okay and I know that you keep saying that you are but I know that you're not" I lowered myself down onto the bed that was originally the couch. Odell would struggle to get upstairs so we managed to get a couch that pulls out into a bed until he gets his strength back up.

"I just-I'm out of the championship for next year already. I don't know how long it'll take for all of this to heal. I-I can't help you out with the kids and-and..."

"And?" he rolled his eyes and suddenly it clicked.

"You're just going to say no anyway so there isn't much point" I nibbled on my lower lip as they twitched gently into a smirk.

"I'm only saying no because I don't want to hurt you, O."

"It'll be worth the pain" I rolled my eyes as he tried to convince me. His eyes were suddenly pleading with me. He looked like Kalen who just yesterday used the exact same look on me.

"Baby, I..."

"No, I get it. You don't want to hurt me, it's fine" I couldn't help but to smirk at the way he grumbled. I watched him as he placed his hands on his chest and he relaxed back against the pillows, his eyes closed. "Shut the light off on your way out" I nibbled on my lip as I watched him, my eyes running along his naked chest and stomach. My heart ached at the red scars scattered across his skin.

"Am I not allowed to join you?" he released a breath as if I was inconveniencing him.

"If you want too" I pushed myself up from the bed and shimmed from my clothes. I switched off the light and then slid onto the bed beside him, rolling onto my side to watch him. He jumped slightly as I traced my finger along his bicep. "If you're going to sleep down here, I'm gonna have to ask you not to touch" I rolled my eyes as I moved onto my back. He breathlessly laughed so I glanced up at him. "I'll shut up, okay?" I released a sigh as I rolled back to face him, moving myself closer to him.

"I'd love to have sex with you right now but..."

"You don't want to hurt me" my lips formed a light smile. "I get it, Baby. And I love you for that" I leant to kiss him. Odell's fingers clamped on a few strands of my hair as he deepened it.

"O..." he gently took my hand and moved it down his body. I moaned into the kiss as he made my hand run over his erection that was concealed in his boxers. He twitched at the touch and my panties dampened at the thought of him inside me. I detached our lips and stared down at him as his lustful eyes burnt into mine. He knew in that moment that I was about to cave. "I need you to promise that you'll tell me if you feel any little bit of discomfort" his lips slowly tugged into a smile. "You really don't play fair, Odell Beckham" he lightly laughed as his eyes glowed. He managed to push his boxers down his legs, my mouth instantly salivated at the sight of his erection as it stood to attention.

"Now, no teasing. I just want you" I rolled my eyes as I removed my panties and I moved to straddle him.

"Promise me that you'll tell me if it hurts" he rolled his eyes but the slight raise in my eyebrows made him nod.

"I promise" he stroked a strand of hair behind my ear. "Baby, please" the tip of his finger travelled down my neck which sent a shiver down my spine. He cupped my breast in his hand, lightly pinching my nipple which made me gasp. He moaned as my hand wrapped around his length and I pressed the tip against my heated core. "Oh fuck" I kept my eyes on his face as I slowly sunk down onto him. I wanted to see any signs of discomfort. "Baby move" I slowly began to move myself up and down his length, gentle moans falling from my lips at the feeling. Odell's head was dropped back against the pillow, his eyes shut and breathy moans slipping from his lips. His hands continued to fondle my breasts as I dropped my head back and slightly increased my speed. "Fuck" my walls clamped around him as his thumb managed to press against my clit, a gasp slid from my lips as my eyes shot open and met his darker than normal brown eyes.

"O..." his lips twitched into a smirk as he continued to rub my clit with his thumb. I bit down on my lip to stifle my screams as my movements halted and I came undone, lightly crying out from the pleasure. "Fuck" my breathing was rapid as I hunched forward slightly, beginning to slowly move my hips to gain more friction. My body continued to shiver from my recent high. Odell's hands were now on my thighs making the entire surface of my skin goosebump. His grip on my thighs tightened as he stiffened beneath me, stifled moans falling from his lips as he peaked.

"Fuck, that was totally worth the pain" my eyes widened as I glanced up to meet his gaze.

"You're in pain?" he sheepishly smiled.

"It's a good sort of pain. It's more like an ache" I rolled my eyes, lightly hitting him on the chest. I pulled myself off him and dropped down onto the bed beside him.

"Why didn't you say that you were in pain?"

"Because you would have stopped" I shook my head at his smirk. "I'm fine, Baby. Actually I'm better than fine, I'm incredible" he wrapped his arm around me as I cuddled into his side.

"We are not doing that again" he lightly laughed, leaning to press a kiss to the top of my head as I traced patterns on his chest. "I love you" his fingers lightly caressed my side.

"I love you more, Baby" I shook my head as my lips twitched into a wide and content smile.

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