The Worst Slayer

Chapter 20

Landon flicked his cigarrette into the ash tray, and looked at me.

"I don't know man..."

"I don't see how she'd do that to me..."

"Its whatever man. Ashley isnt your life anyway. You can live bro."

I stood up and hit the wall almost breaking my hand.

"How can she... Just...  Oh my god.."

I said.

I left Landon's house furitated. I called Snow.

"Pick me up dear... Need a ride home. I'm at Landons."

"As you wish Justin."

I looked at the snow filled roads and closed my eyes. Ashley was my life... Landon was wrong. She made me smile... I made her smile... We kissed... Hugged..

I layed in the snow and kept my eyes closed.

                      -5 Minutes Later-

"Justin?"

Snow moved my body around.

"Yeah, I'm up sorry..."

"Okay, get in the car."

I sat up and brushed the snow off my body. I opened the front door and sat in the passanger seat. I opened up my pack of cigarrettes and pulled one out. I pulled out my lighter, and lit it. I lit the tip of the Cig and inhaled so the cherry would engulf the stem where the tobacco is.

Oh man... If only I knew Ashley would do that... God. Oh well I guess. I put my head against the car window.

"You okay Justin?"

Snow asked.

"Well... Not really."

She looked over at me with a smile.

"Need a blowjob?"

"Oh fuck off."

I said.

We drove up to my house, and I gave snow a hug. I opened up the passenger door, and walked to my front door. After I was inside I kicked off my shoes and grabbed a Cola from the fridge.

I walked to my room and sat the coke on my dresser. I pulled the cigarette to my mouth and took a big hit. I exhaled as the nicotine hit my system.

I started to message Blake.

'Hey man.'

'What's up Big J?'

'Don't call me that lol. And I'm just chillin, smoking.'

'Sounds boring...'

'It is man... I can't believe Ashley would do that..'

'I know Justin... Its fine. Don't sweat it bro.'

I dropped my phone on the floor and grabbed a razor from my dresser. Well... Once again... Here I am... By the blade. I put the blade on my wrist.

My phone went off and I put the blade down on my dresser.

"Hello?"

"Justin?!"

"That is I."

"Dude, just got some gnarely ass shit. Come to Connors house."

"Why Connors, Landon?"

"Dude trust me, it'll get your mind off Ashley. Just come here as soon as you can."

"Alright man I will."

I hung up the phone and texted blake back.

'I need a ride. Come here.'

'I got you man.'

I put my phone in my pocket an hurried down stairs. I threw my shoes on and ran out the door. Why was I in a rush? I wasn't. Just wanted to leave home.

A few minutes passed and Blake was pulling up in his truck. I hoped in the ride and looked over at him.

"I need a fucking Car."

He laughed and pulled out of the drive way.

"Where to?"

"Connors."

He drove at a moderate 35 mph for most the way. We drove past a few houses I know. Landon's, Coles, and Logans. After a 10 minutes drive to Connors, we parked in his drive way. I got out of the truck and looked at the house. Why am I here again? Oh... Drugs.

I walked to the front door and knocked on it. The door opened up and there was... Balloons? Everywhere. Confetti poping around... There was like 30 people here? Its not my birthday...

Ashley came up to me and kissed me.

"Happy 1 month Baby!"

She said.

"Oh my god! I thought you forgot!"

I kissed her and held her tightly. I love no one as much as I love this girl.. Shes mine. And no one else's.