Ashwin a introvert guy... Became a loner after his first love 💖"KANMANI"💖. He was completely shattered after kanmani's death, his world became blur. His happiness and smiles were snatched by god.
His lonely feel and insecurities were broken by th...
"yen annaiku azhudhinga nu keten " even she knew the reason but still wanna know his love for kanmani.
"na azhazha... Kanula dhoosi vizhundhurkum" he tried changing the topic
"azhudha kannu epdi irukum... Dhoosi pattaa epdi irukum nu enaku theriyadha... Sollavendam na vena" she tried to make him calm
"azhudhadhu epdi nee kandupudicha" he questioned
"kannula avlo vali... Edhoyo ezhandha mari.. Kannula sevandhu.. Paathale kandu pudicharlam" she said staring him with a emotionalless face
"ezhandhuten" he just said with a weak painful smile where she is looking deep in his eyes. Suddenly he started crying
"ashwinyyy enna aachu... Yen azhra" she asked patting his shoulders where he is busy in staring the ground and crying
After a while.... He hugged her tight burring himself into her.... Which made her heart beat stop but patted his back and said some sweet nothings...
Nearly after 15 minutes he composed himself but still hugging her...
"Kanmani... Poita" his words broken where she is completely shattered by guilt
He composed after a couple of minutes and left her and sat straight looking her eyes where she is completely broken by heart.
"Kanmani.. poita vitutu poita... " he said weeping where she is staring him with lots of memories and expecting him to open up his exact feeling
"Ava romba nallava... Kadavul ke pidichuruku adha eduthukitaaru... " his voice broke
" dhevadhaiya yaaruku dha pidikadhu... Kadavul ke pidikum bodhu enaku pidikadha... Avlo love pannen... Oru kattathu ku apro na kudutha love ellathaiyum apde rendu madanga enaku thrupi kudutha.. Angel for a reason... My angel... Aana oru accident la poita.. Ippo vara yaar andha accident ku kaaranam... Epdi aachu... Yen aachu.. Edhume theriyadhu.. Ore oru naal enna aachu ne therla.. Kanama poita.. Enga thediyum kedaikala... Apro dha therinjadhu poita nu kadavul kitta poita nu... Namba mudiyala... Poi thedi alanjen.. Kedaikala... Enna EMATHITA... She cheated me..." he said tracing his eyes on the ground where she is sitting with tears brimming eyes and being a heartless stone. The whole time sivaangi was quite giving time to him for his feelings
"Enna vittu po maaten nu sonna... But poita.. She broke her promise right... Apdi ava pannadhu thappu dhana.. Enna pathupen nu sonna... Enna ava kodave vechi pathupen nu sonna... Ava yaaruku enna sonnalum seiva... Enna mattum emathita.. Vitutu poita.. Ava mattum sandhoshama iruka.... " she stared at his words... Can a man love someone this deep... Is she that special to him..
"avala maraka mudiyala.. Rendu varsham maraka try panni enna naane veruthadhu dha micham... " he said in a cold quite tone which showed all love to kanmani.
"ava veliya kovama irundhalum ullkulla kolandha.. Vali thaanga maata... Accident la yosichu paathale bayamaa iruku... Avaluku valichirkaadhu la.. Avala valikama dhana kadavul eduthukitaaru.. Ava pavam ..." he questioned her and cried heart out to her... Where sivaangi's eyes were stuck with tears and nodded her head in both the sides.
"enaku amma appa ellarum irundhum ava enna special ah paathukita.. Ava dha kolandha aana enna kolandha maari pathukita.. Aana avaluku yaarum illa appo na oru best supporter ah irundhurkanum la... Avala vitruka koodadhu la.. Avala bathrama pathukaanum la.. Aana na pannala.. I'm not the perfect choice for her.. Ava enna thappa choose pannita.. She deserves someone better than me ... Ava sandhoshama irundhurpa... Ennala dha.. Ellame ennala dha".. He cried beating his cheek she took his hands and eyed him a no.. She cupped his face and said " ur such a great supporter.. Unnala adhu aagala.. Ur innocent.. " she said very sweetly to which he again hugged her... She gasped for a second but composed herself and hugged him back..
"unaku onnu theriyuma " he whispered in her ears making her feel special , she just hummed in response still hugging him
"nee en kanmani maare iruka.. Adhe maari enna ashwineyy nu koopdra.. Avala maare Enna purinjikira... Ava kitta iruka comfortness varudhu.. Avala maare na enna pannalum accept pandra...." he said
"haan" he questioned back
"ippo unna hug panndhuku vera yaaravadhu irundha serupu vandhurkum but u make me comfortable and u understand my mind and accepting me and ur consoling me ... Inneme nee en friend illa adhukum Mela " he said..
"adhukum mela naa"
"well wishers" he said and she broke the hug and looked at his eyes questioning ah what
"well wishers na friends ku mela love ku keela" he whined
"ohhhhh... " she dragged and he chorused her
"na kanmani ya paakanum... Photo edhavadhu" she asked and He dragged her to his room and opened the box...
She was awestruck seeing it... It's completely filled with emotions and feelings and love for HIS KANMANI
"Indha" he handovered ah photo to her.... Sivaangi was awestruck to see the photos... She caressed the photo and a lone tear escaped her eyes... There she found so many gifts and presents with a name KANMANI... Can someone love his lady love this deep...
She is staring him where he is tearing seeing the gifts...
She placed her hand on his shoulder and he took his hand kept on her hand on his shoulder.
"sivaangi un madila paduthuka va" he asked her and she understood that he is yearning for mother's love and warmth... She made him lay down in her lap and started running her hands through his hair.
Soon he drifted of to sleep .... She left his room and locked herself in her room and cried her heart our for taking that decision in that situation .... She would have fought against and over come that situation but adhithya was just a born baby by the time and he is the reason to leave Ashwin and goo London that day ...
Wat destiny is planned for them.. What will be their future... Who is kanmani ...
To be continued
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