Despised, abused, maltreated, wronged, and unappreciated. That's how painful Lyrae's life is. She was judged, because of her past - she's been bullied for not having a complete family. She was unaccepted, because she was a mistake in her family, her...
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[Mature content: talks about suicide and inappropriate/harsh words.]
Lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sa buhay natin ay may rason. Pero, sa sitawasyon ni Lyrae ay tingin niya'y wala. Mahirap naman talaga ang buhay. There are times that we want to give up but, at the same time we thought of it again.
'Di ba?
We tend to think that if we commit something that will ends our life ay magkakaroon na nang solusyon lahat. No. The truth is mas lalo lang natin nadadagdagan iyong problema. Bakit? Simple, our life ends but the problem and the pain stays. Things will go worst than we thought. Kaya, huwag tayong padalos-dalos.
In Lyrae's case, she's blind. Mas naka-focus siya sa mga taong sinaksaktan siya kaysa sa mga taong nandiyan para sa kaniya at mahal siya. Bakit nga ba siya ganoon? Well, it's because hatred eats her. Trauma, sama ng loob, mga panget na ala-ala at lahat-lahat. Napuno siya ng galit at wala ng espasyo sa puso niya ang magpatawad.
Though, we couldn't point it out directly, but, as what her behavior was, she's obviously eaten by hatred. Isa rin sa nga rason kung bakit siya walang tiwala sa sarili ay dahil sa kawalan ng suporta sa mga malalapit sa kaniya. Instead of cheering her that she can do it, mismo pa ito nagda-down sa kaniya.
Kasalukuyang naglalakad si Lyrae papuntang park. Her plan didn't work last time because of Renz. And up until now, hindi pa rin mawala sa isip niya iyong sinabi ng binata. He literally confess and she just can't believe it. Who would thought right? She's been bullied by him since elementary hanggang high school and he will just confess all of sudden. And sa time pa talaga kung saan siya magpapakamatay.
She thought of it again and again.
What if ginawa niya iyong para pigilan akong tumalon sa tulay? What if hindi naman pala iyon totoo?
All she can think is full of what if's. She's overthinking again and it's because of him, Renz. She sit in the wooden chair and lean. Lutang pa rin siya at walang ka malay-malay. Kulang na lang pasukan ng langaw iyong bibig niya, nakanganga kasi ito.
Her phone beeped but she's still spacing out. When she notice that it's already ringing ay doon pa niya ito kinuha sa bulsa at sinagot.
It's Renz.
Her heart hammered.
"H-hello?" She shattered after saying a word. She chewed her buttom lip and hold her breath. Iyong pisngi niya para namang sinampal ng nanay niya dahil sa pagkapula.
