The Freaks

Part 3

Harry POV

"Lou what are we going to do?"

"What do you mean boo?" Louis says while eating his pizza.

"I think people are starting to figure out "

"Figure out what?"

"Can you pay attention? I'm trying to talk to you!" I say while smacking his hand reaching for his food.

"Ouch. Okay yes. I'm sorry baby" he says giving me a pouty face. "Do you forgive me?"

He always does this. "No. I'm mad at you"

"Cmon baby you know you can't stay mad at me " he says while putting his hand on mine.

Damn him. He knows I can't handle when he touches me. I eventually give in like I always do

"Fine I forgive you. Just listen to me"

"okay" he smiles at me. I smile back. I look into his eyes while he looks into mine.

I love his pools of blue looking towards me. His smile is so beautiful. His face is so well put together. I wonder how people can look at him & not get weak in the knees. I know I do every time. He's so beautiful & he's...

Damn it. He's distracting me from my thoughts again.

"Okay. So as I was saying, I think people are starting to figure out about us"

"Is that such a bad thing?"

"You know what happened last time."

"Yeah I know" he says frowning and pulling his hand from mine. " Maybe they'll be different"

"& what if they're not? We can't do this again. The boys...." Louis puts his hand over my mouth. I'm confused until I turn & see Sandy walking towards us.

She sits next to us. She starts talking but I'm too busy looking at Louis. What if she heard? What if she figures out too? We can't lose our only good friend at this school. We can't tell her. I look at Lou & he nods in agreement. I swear I think we can read each others minds.

Sandy POV

I can't believe we've been hanging out everyday since the first day of school. I can't believe I'm actually friends with these boys. I know its only been a couple of months but I feel so connected to them. They tell me everything. & so do I. Well except my thing of course.

I walk towards our table. Harry & Louis are already there chatting. I draw closer towards the table & suddenly Louis puts his hand on Harry's mouth. How strange. As soon as I sit they stop talking all together.

" Hi Harry. Hi Lou. " nothing. " How is your day going so far?" they don't respond.

Are they ignoring me? Why did they stop talking when I came over? Is there something going on? Do they know?

They know. They know about my condition. That's it. They know & they don't like it. So instead of just telling me to go away they're ignoring me.

Why did I ever think anyone would ever be my friend?

Once people find out they think I'm a freak & I need help. I thought I finally found friends. I can't take this heartbreak...

I get up. " I know! Okay. I know!" I say to them. They both look up at me with shocked expressions. I'm already running away before I could ask why they looked that way.
I just had to get away. I don't want to lose my only friends. Especially not Louis & Harry. They're my best friends & I'm closer to them then the rest of the boys.

I don't think. I just keep running & crying. I don't stop. I just need to keep going. These tears are getting in the way. I need to calm down but I can't. I run as fast as I can heading towards the garden.

I suddenly am thrown into a bush. I tripped on a rock. I pull myself out & dust off the leaves. I have cuts all over my body.
Fucking fantastic.

It had to be a rose bush. With thorns.

I hurt my ankle pretty badly. I limp over to the tree. My tree. My special place. I was going to show the boys this place soon.

Now I guess I can't. I feel water on my cheeks and brush it away only to find out its just me crying.

What am I going to do? I then get a brilliant idea. If I ignore them then they can't get rid of me. They can't end our friendship.

That's exactly what I'm going to do.