special dedication // kalin white

Chapter 18

I woke up to the love of my life, right before my eyes. The love of my life. My ride or die. My bestfriend. He's so perfect. I'd do anything for him.

I kissed his nose.

"Goodmorning Princess." He smiled.

"Goodmorning my prince." I smiled back. He grabbed me and hugged me.

"You're so perfect when you wake up, have i ever told you?" He said.

"All the time." I smiled.

"You're so pretty." He said.

We got up and I piggy back rode downstairs.

"Goodmorning my beautiful mother." Kalin said. He hugged his mom and kissed her forehead.

"Goodmorning sweetie." She said.

"Goodmorning mrs white." I smiled.

"Goodmorning dear." She said and hugged me. She made us omlets.

"This is amazing, thank you." I said.

"Thanks sweet girl." She smiled.

We ate and then went up to his room and changed.

I didn't do my makeup so I just put on glasses.

"You look so cute." I said to Kalin.

"Nah, look at you baby." He said.

I smiled.

"Let's go get in the car." He said.

We went down to Hollywood and toured around.

It was a chill day.

We went back to his house.

"Hey Kalin, I want to do YouTube videos." I said.

"Then do them." He said.

"Ok." I said.

"Let's go do one, I'll post it on my channel." He said. We walked to the basement.

"We're doing a singing video?" I asked.

"Yeah." He said.

"I've never been Infrknt of a mic. Ever." I said.

"We all have a first time. Let this be your time now. You'll be fine. It's amazing. You're amazing. Your voice is amazing." He said.

"Alright. Can I atleast pick the song?" I asked.

"Of course babe." He said.

"Waves." I said.

"Perfect." He smiled.

We practiced.

After we were done, we started the video. We sang and it was kinda weird.. It was more of a comfortable weird. I sang the harmony and one of the chorus's.

We uploaded and got a few views.

"It's 3 am, we should probably sleep." I said.

We walked back upstairs to Kalins room and I changed into a big shirt and underwear.

"So... The reason I real reason I wanted to sing tonight.. Is because I just found out my grandpa passed." Kalin said. He started crying. I sat next to him and he hugged me. He cried onto my shoulder.
"Singing helps me stay calm when I'm stressed or going through a lot." He said.

"Sing to me." I said, still hugging him.

He started singing Young & Beautiful by Lana Del Rey.

He cried even more. I feel so bad.. I rubbed his back and tried to calm him.

"If I am rude in the next few days, don't take it bad. I probably don't mean it. I just need you to be here for me, be with me. Help me." He said. "Im going through a lot more than just that." He said.

"I know Kalin, I'll be here. Forever. I love you." I said. I kept rubbing his back. We stayed like that for about 10 mins.

He layed down and grabbed my hands and held me. He kept squeezing my hands.

"Im here Kalin. I'll always be here."

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Authors note: sorry it's short and if there are any mistakes ❤️