Chapter 6

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Jessica's POV

I was excited like hell. All my wishes were getting fulfilled slowly.

We both were sitting in the drawing room only and till now I have checked quite a few things from my bucket list. I have hugged him, danced with him and I even took a interview. I clicked a lot of pictures and I told him about Bella. I got an autograph for me and one for  Bell also. I wish she was here.

He is so humble and kind hearted, he did not even  complain once. May be he enjoys my company.

"I guess I am troubling you a lot. You can go rest now if you wish." I said.

"No, not at all Jessi. You are really sweet. I like your company. I am happy that I met you." He replied.

Aww, he is definitely more sweet.

"Thank you so much." I smiled. "Can you do me one more favor?"

"What is it?" He asked simply.

"Can you please send me a message from your ID? Even a simple 'hi' is okay."

To be honest, I want him to post a picture with me but I guess that will be too much for him. People will ask him about me and I don't want that. So, for now I will adjust with a simple message.

"That's all? I will do that for sure. I just have one request, please don't tell anyone. Otherwise you know people will...." He said.

"Sure, don't worry. I won't let anyone know anything. You coming here, staying here, making me the happiest girl of the world will all be a top secret." He smiled in response.

"Oh, I forgot I have something for you. I will just be back." I ran to my room and took out that big box from my cupboard.

I went back to him and placed the box on the table.

"What's this?" He raised an eyebrow.

"These are all gifts for you. Me and Bella buy a gift for you on your birthday every year but we don't send it." I answered.

"Why don't you guys send it?  I would have loved to receive them on my birthday." He started opening the box.

"May be we waited to give it you personally." I blinked.

He opened the box and took out the things. There was a personalized t-shirt, a coffee mug, a hand made portrait and a few other things.

He turned to me to say something but his phone vibrated. He took his phone and checked the message.

"Oh, it's from my manager. He has managed everything. He will be here in some time. I will leave then." He told me.

I was quite upset. I enjoyed his company. But ofcourse he can't stay longer. I am happy that I could meet him.

"Oh, is that so? It's an international flight. You should reach the airport early. I will drop you. Don't worry." I replied.

"Thank you so much. I will just go and change into my clothes." He went back to the room.

He had left his phone on the couch. An idea clicked in my mind. I don't know if it's right or not. But I just did it. He can undo it if he wants.

There is one more thing that I am not sure about but I will do it.

He came back to me and smiled at me.

"Thank you so much Jessi. For everything. For helping me, for letting me stay here, for spending this wonderful time with me, for the food and everything else. I will take those gifts with me. I am glad to have a fan like you. I hope we meet again." He hugged me and pulled away just in one second.

"There is no need to thank me. It was my  pleasure after all. This was the best day of my life so far. I got to meet the person I admire so much." I grinned.

"Can I ask you for one last thing before you leave?" I was very nervous.

"Tell me what it is."

"Can I k-kis-kiss you please?" I don't know why but I want to do it. I have been wanting to do for last six years and I can't let go of this opportunity. Without thinking much about it, I asked him.

He didn't reply. He was so shocked, I could guess by his expression. May be I should not have said it.

"I mean...just once...it has been one of my wishes for the last six years. So, if" I looked down.

"No, I mean...a kiss is a little too much. Don't you think that? Let's skip that." He tried to sound normal.

"You have kissed a lot of actresses without any feelings then why not me?"  This is my last attempt, I feel awkward now. Why did I even bring it up?

"O-o...okay". He blinked.

Did he just say yes? I don't how to feel right now.

I went closer and stood on my toes leaning in for the kiss. Within no time, he pressed his lips on mine and they were so soft.

But something did not feel right. The kiss did not even last for a second and I pulled away. It did not feel right. I should not have done it.

"Thank you so much. Let's leave. I will drop you at the airport." I did not look at him again.

I took my overcoat and phone and straightaway went towards my car.

The whole car drive was silent. None of us spoke anything. He was just staring at me. I don't know why. His expression conveyed something weird but I didn't have the courage to meet his eyes. I was just focused on the road. Look, how things have changed for the opposite. It was completely different last night. And it's all my fault.

I feel guilty. But for what? Why? I have no answers. I just feel guilty. For that kiss may be. May be I should not have done that. May  be it was too much.

May be.

Soon, we reached the airport. We met his manager there. He too was handsome.

After few minutes, he said 'goodbye and thank you' and was about to hug me. But I just extended my hand for a simple handshake. He looked at me with a weird expression but left afterwards.

I went back home afterwards. Throughout the drive, I was thinking about that one second, the second in which I kissed him. I felt guilty about it.

But why?

I wanted to do it for so long, now that I have done it. I feel guilty.

I feel like I have cheated on Andy. He always knew about my obsession with Yoonie but still I should not have done it.

Now, I will go home and tell him everything once he comes back.

It's not that I want to tell him but I can't keep secrets from him. Whenever, he is there in front of me...my mouth is not in my control. I tell him everything that's on my mind whether I want to tell or not.

Well, I don't want to tell him but I don't even want to hide.

Arrrggggghhhh....why am I so confused always???

Yoonie is gone now. There is no chance he would come back or we will meet again. He will forget me within few days or may be few hours.

But what I just did...I can never forget that. Why did he even agree to do that? I did not force him.

I can't put the blame on him. I am the one who had started it all.

I know I had promised him that I won't tell anyone about this whole incident but I just can't hide anything from Bella and Andy. I will simply make sure not to get Yoonie into any kind of trouble.

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