Tough Love

Part 12

Paul set you on the bed gently and moved away from you going to the trunk that you hadn't noticed before in the room. You craned your neck to see what was inside of it as he slowly opened it up, getting things out of it that made your eyes bug out, and your heart raced.

Then you realized he was fulfilling the shared thing that you both wanted to do when you saw the ties come out that had other things attached to it. You looked back on the bed and saw on the headboard there were little holes drilled into the posts on either side. He took the eyelet hooks and slowly started screwing them into the headboard, taking his time.

"Do you want me to help?" you asked, wanting this to go faster than it was.

"No, that's the point. You touched me more than you were supposed to going up the stairs. Now you have to wait. Punishments come in different forms y/n. Know that." he said, screwing the other hook into the wall and connecting the ties to them. And grabbing one of your wrists lightly, as he held eye contact with you.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, waiting for a response from you, as you nodded your head.

"I need to hear it y/n,"

"Yes, I want to do this, now what are you waiting for?" you questioned, as he quickly put the binding around your wrists and closed it around your wrist. You tested it, wiggling your hand around and it didn't feel tight like it would cut off circulation at all. As he took your other wrist and bound it quickly, just like the other wrist.

When a thought came to you.

"You bound me without me taking off my clothes first. How is that supposed to happen now?"

"It's not. Now that you are, since it's part of your punishment for touching me. I want to go over a few more things before we go into the deep-end of this as it were," he said sitting on the bed as you moved your wrists in the restraints.

"What are you talking about? More talking about this? I thought we had everything figured out. I saw your survey and you saw mine. I know that we are in agreement on a lot of things," you said squirming on the bed, as his hand on your stomach stopped your movements.

"Just cause you filled out a quiz doesn't mean we don't need to figure out a safe word for you, and there are degrees of things of other things as well." he said getting up and coming back with another stack of papers, sitting next to you on the bed and moving to lay next to you, as you saw it.

It was a contract. Stipulating an agreement on what you liked laid out for you to select yes/no from. Your pre-scene care preferences, aftercare, and more things that were categorized.

"Shall we go over them? Since I know you did research but sometimes well, I can see maybe it would be hard for you to voice these things. Or maybe you didn't know they were things at all that you would be interested in until you've seen it written down on paper," Paul explained as you nodded wanting to take the pen that was in his hand.

"Thing is, I do like it when you tell me what you want. Get you used to speaking your mind. So as we go through them. You tell me yes/no or undecided and I'll check them off alright?" he asked as you nodded, feeling heat come to your face once again at some of the categories.

"Alright let's start off with the pre-scene care, can you think of anything at all? If not, I can just come up with some ideas off the top of my head that I've done before..." he said as you started going through the list together, finding as you went through each category there were some things that were very much hard passes that you both shared. Which surprised you since it was a contract that he made up.

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Once you were done, you could feel that your face wasn't hot anymore. In fact you realized that actually verbally just confirming yes or no to things that you never had thought about until he voiced them or you saw them on paper really helped you. Made you feel more comfortable in what you wanted to explore. And made you realize maybe you were that boring or "vanilla" as you had thought before.

Paul took the papers in his hand, signed them and then undid one of the restraints, releasing your hand so you could sign it.

Noticing the item at the bottom right above where they were signing.

"That we shall be monogamous during, however long the duration the relationship lasts,"

You hesitated as you looked at everything else that was selected.

"What? Having doubts? Or want to change something?" he asked next to you.

"No, it's just. Well, I've never had a just sex-relationship and I don't know how I feel about it," you said as the pen hovered over the piece of paper.

"Well its more than just sex. In the past I've taken my companions out on dates. It's more than sex and these relationships always go deeper than that anyways," he said taking the papers away and the pen, as you went to move but was stopped by the restraint around your other hand. Leaving you to watch him get up off the bed with the papers in hand.

"Which just confirms that we can talk all the sex we want but, I think you need more first," he said coming back and leaning down to take your hand out of the restraint as you felt his breath against your face, as you leaned up.

"Nope, not doing anything before you sign it. I want you to be sure about this first. If you want to do this. If you are second guessing it. I've already told you that this wouldn't just be sex. This isn't a friends with benefits type of thing. It's more than that. And I'm just going to have to prove it to you. That you are a good girl and you deserve this," he said touching the side of your face. Making you feel all types of ways.

"But before that I'm going to have to take you out. So sex isn't happening at all," he said getting up off the bed and away from you as you pouted just for a second. Your head is filled with all sorts of thoughts about him rethinking things since you didn't sign it just yet.

"Wait, you're taking me out?" you asked, that hitting you after the fact, and it surprised you.

"Yeah, dinner. And don't think it's going to be some sex place either. Just dinner, we won't get into the fun stuff until you sign. But I know you would probably want to spend time with me before that, which is fine, I totally get it since this is your first time doing this," he said, making all your previous thoughts vanish.

"Go home, put on something nice and I'll pick you up in about an hour?" he asked, as he turned to look at you with a raised brow.

"Uh, yeah sure," you stammered, as you tried to think of what you would even wear as he stepped closer to you, his hand caressing the side of your face.

"What was that? Little girl?" he asked as your stomach did backflips at the smile on his face.

"Yes, daddy, an hour is fine," you said, as you could almost see his eyes darken at the use of the honorific by you.

"Good girl, if the night goes well. Who knows I'll probably be tying you up again to the bed sweetheart,"