Tough Love

Part 29

After the torture of the first day of Paul being on tour. You both talked and you had more of an idea of what to expect with other aspects of the tour. And you didn't know if that made you feel more relieved or just antsy at waiting for certain things to happen. The live streams were one of those things that were currently running through your head as you signed off your computer and sent off a text message to Paul of your water bottle.

After the first time that you forgot to send him those check-ins, you were questioning if you should be sending them since he was away on tour. Just because you both liked the punishment side of things. But after the last time of him not letting you find release, the exact opposite of how it went the other time with having him make you cum as many times as he had clicked off on the counter. You had no idea what he would possibly do now.

Especially after the day you had, you just wanted to order takeout, watch a bad reality tv show and curl up under the covers.

With him though.  You realized, as you clicked on your phone and not seeing a text back before scrolling to your photos app and seeing the tour dates, which at this point you should print out and put up on the fridge to refer to. Giving yourself that mental note, you looked at the dates to see if they were performing or just traveling. Since the night before was pure torture for you with him not being next to you and him using the toy from so far away.

Sure you got off. That wasn't something you could avoid. But there was something missing and you knew it was him. Since the short time that you had been together you started getting comfortable around him more. Which is what he wanted of course and you did as well. But damn if you didn't think that you would miss him so soon while he was on tour. You had figure that visiting him while he was in Los Angeles performing, and after that you would miss him since you would be around him for such a short time. But not at the start of the tour.

With work and everything you thought you would be busy enough. At least that's what your brain thought. Your heart on the other hand had other ideas. As you felt it flutter at the thought of Paul. It was more than just the sex. You just liked talking to him. Despite the age difference you both just got each other. He had joked that it was because you were an old soul with being so open with things.

You clicked on your phone, ordering your usual takeout from a local place, settling into your couch and turning on Hulu to catch up on shows that had their updates. Since being with Paul your schedule was all over the place with staying at his house on the weekends and your place during the week. Because you had known if you didn't stay at your place you wouldn't get anything done for work during the week. Even possibly getting to work late, because of course you would. You wanted to avoid that.

Clicking onto your contacts, you called Paul. MIght as well get the information right from the source right? And there was a little part of you nagging to just call him anyway.

"Hey," you heard on the other end of the phone.

"Hey, I just thought I would call. I was going to check that tour schedule you gave me but I thought I would just call you and see how you were doing,"

"Well we aren't going on until close to nine here which is soon. Remember the time difference," he said, making you check your phone.

"Crap i'm sorry. You are probably getting ready now and I'm distracting you,"

"No, no you aren't actually. We can talk. I have you on speaker phone right now as I'm getting ready," he said as you felt like you had to censor yourself.  Just as he added, "by the way I'm alone. They are in another room. Used to get ready together. Eric means well but his energy is distracting sometimes,"

"Oh, ok. So with it being performance day you said you had things you wanted me to do," you said, that coming up from the recesses of your memory.

"well , yes, yes I do. You sound tired though. Rough day?"

"Oh, nothing in comparison to what your evening is going to be like. I just had alot of paperwork to complete since it's the end of the week and everything. I couldn't stop thinking about–"

"Yes, what couldn't you stop thinking about," you heard on the other end, sparking up a smile on your face knowing exactly where his mind was at.

"Get your mind out of the gutter. I wasn't thinking about that. I was just going to say that I couldn't stop thinking about spending the evening curled up in a blanket catching up on some reality tv and getting chinese takeout and going to bed early," you said with a laugh.

"Oh, well. Actually that does sound nice. Definitely going to have to do that when I get back on the tour break,"

"Oh, i'm sure you'll be thinking about that in a couple days for sure," you joked.

"How about you do all that and go to sleep. And I'll call you after the concert, we could have a little fun afterwards," hearing the smirk in his voice.

"Ah, I figured you would be all wired after a show," you said, as your mind was reeling at what he was referring to.

"Yeah, you better have some of those toys charged up, and be ready for me," he said as your body immediately reacted to the way his voice changed, in that domineering tone as you smiled.

"Definitely. Just call me. And make sure you have one of your guys take pictures and send them to your phone so you can send them to me," you said as you heard Paul chuckle.

"Alright sweetheart I'm going to have to go, love you," he said clicking off the phone as you looked down at your phone in disbelief at what you just heard.