THE BAD HABIT (BISAYA)

SPECIAL CHAPTER

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Everything started because of my bad habit. All I know from the past years is I want to pleasure my erected maleness.

The world is so fucked up so I atleast want to feel happy by fucking random girls.

Sex is fun. Filling someone's femininity with my erection is fun. Making a woman moan deliriously is fun.

It's all fun, but I didn't know the changes is coming my way.

I was too confident that it will all be plain sex with Hickey. I have no idea it would change everything.

My bad habit changed. Instead of plain hook ups with her, I slipped and I fall.

I found myself loving Hickey as a woman. A woman I can see my future with.

Hickey helped me let out the best version of myself. She helped me fixed myself ug isa ra akong nabal'an ron.

‘I can't be fixed forever without her.’

Kanang mura kog postiso ug siya ang poledent. We can't be away from each other.

We become fubu for almost 4 months and it's all unprotected. Dati okay ra sa akoa, plain sex ra ang naa sa akong huna huna.

But as I got attached to Hickey, I started praying to all the saints nga unta mag mabdos siya para dili ko niya biyaan.

Pero bisan na mabdos sya, dili gihapon boto iyang tito sa akoa. Masabtan sad nako nga nasuko si tito sa akoa, because I impregnate Hickey.

Wala pa daw mi nakasal nya akoa na gibuntis si Hickey. Maong suko kaayo si tito ug disappointed.

But then, like what tito said.. “The wedding will happen..”

The wedding did happen.

It happened.

The wedding happened with Hickey as the bride and Dwight..

Dwight as the best man. Ofcourse he can't be the groom! I should be the groom.

Wala say nahimo si tito. Nadawat ra sad ko niya as his son-in-law.

Specially, I am the baby daddy and I love Hickey. Kami ang dapat makasal ni Hickey.

Ug kung si Dwight sad ang pa storyahon, he is dating someone else. Wala pa niya gi reveal pero model daw.

Eunice was our maid of honor. After sad sa amoang kasal ni Hickey, nibalik na sya ug Canada. Then Levin is still single ug nakakulong gihapon sa iyang bar house.

Tapos kami ni Hickey, we exchanged I do's that day. Gipakita namo sa kalibutan nga despite of experiencing a lot of problems, we still get through it together.

We let everyone see that Hickey and I are stronger together.

Bisan halos wala mi nagkadayon kay dugay kaayo mi nanggi confess, but the author of our love story still find the better way to made it happen.

I never regret everything. From having a bad habit, wala jud ko nagmahay nga pala itoy ko sauna.

Pala itoy na, basaha usab.

Wala jud ko nag mahay. That bad habit I have, made a way for me to find Hickey.

She's my beautiful wife now.

“Zayd!”

Nahunong kog flashback sa mga karanasan nako sa past 5 years. Dugay dugay sad diay kong natulala. Nalingaw kog flashback.

Naa kog kusina ron ga ready sa among breakfast.

“Baby?” nibarog kog tarong para tan awn si Hickey.

Sayo pa sa buntag ga abot na iyang kilay. Dako na iyang tiyan ug by next two months, mag labor na sya.

But this is her second pregnancy. We're expecting a baby boy next next month.

“Dada!” a cute little voice called me.

Naa syas likod ni Hickey ug pareho silang padulong sa akoa.

“Good morning, Zavi” I greeted her, “Where's your sister?” I asked.

“Zane is still sleeping” tubag ni Zavi, “Morning dada” she added.

4 years old palang sila and they're twins. Ang first pregnancy ni Hickey kay twins.

“Good morning, dada!” sapaw dayun sa boses ni Zane. Tua pa sya sa pultahan sa dining room. Halata nga bag o pang mata.

Gihagkan nako ang agtang nilang duha bago nako gitan aw si Hickey. She's already pouting.

Halata kaayong ga huwat sya sa akong kiss.

“Good morning, baby mama” I uttered with my husky voice. Ingon sila hot daw ni paminawn.

I thought my wife would like it but she cringed.

”Stop it, love. You look annoying!” ana ra s'ya ug sabay sabay sila ni Zavi ug Zane nga ni plastar sa dining table.

I chuckled. Second pregnancy na ni ni Hickey maong nasanay na ko. Mood swings.

Ako nasad ang gi lihian ani kay permi init ang ulo sa akoa. Usahay di ko niya gusto makita pero inig di sad ko niya makita kay mong hilak.

Ambot bitaw. Libog kaayo mo girls, samotan pajud inig buntis.

Mobuto akong utok ug sinabot ni Hickey pero di jud ko kapuyon ug sabot.

“I love you” niduol ko sa akong wife and I kissed her forehead.

“To my beautiful girls,” ana dayun ko nga kanang murag naay i-announce.

Naa sad koy luwag bitbit ug akoang gi himong mic.

“Everyone! I present to you..” Gilingi nako ang giluto nako nga favorite nilang tulo.

“Your favorite dish,” I said and placed the plate infront of them, “Beef steak with daddy's love” dungag nako.

They all giggles. Ga sidlak ilang mata nag tan aw sa beef steak. Like mother, like daughters.

We started dining ug di jud ko sum'olan mag tan aw ani nilang tulo. 5 years na ming kasal ni Hickey, 4 years old na among mga anak.

Paspasa sa oras no? Paspas kaayong dagan sa adlaw. Sauna mag hubog hubog pa ko pero karun gatas nay tagayon na ko.

Samot na ron kay naa nasad koy kailog sa boobs ni Hickey.

Oh lord! How about me naman?

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I have finally created a family I didn't expect I'd be having.

Abi nakog dili ko deserving magka ing ani, because I suffered a lot. I experience a lot of trouble, problems and failure.

Nawad'an pud ko ug hope. Nahurot. I lost myself in this cruel world but I happened to find a new world.

Abi nakog ang kalibotan naa ra sa kani atong gi tindogan. Pero naa man sad diay kalibotan nga makita nimo sa tao.

And that is the world I found with my wife, Hickey and our kids, Zavi, Zane and the coming babies.

I'm so greatful.

Worth it tanan sufferings and I thanked God for giving me more chance to live.

This home I have right now, will forever be my home.

This might be the last part of the book but our story, my story with Hickey will not have its ending.

Thank you.

This is Zayd Andreus Yildiz together with my wife— Hickey Aydem-Yildiz, signing off from our bad habit.

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