different; marter

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Matt
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I went straight to the messages and skimmed through the first few, not seeing anything important.

"Are you r-reading messages?" He stuttered, shifting uncomfortably. "Why? Do you have something to hide?"

"No but.. I never delete my texts so there's probably some old ones in there."

I clicked on Taylor, then Shawn, then Nash then I came across Maggie 😍..

"I'm horny"
"send nudes"
"come over daddy"
"send nudes first"

....

"Who the fuck is Maggie and why are you two exchanging nudes?!" I asked, continuing to read.

"I'll be there soon baby."
"I miss your cock ☹."
"I know you do."

"No no those are from a long time ago!" He lied, trying to grab his phone back but I turned away. "CARTER IT SAYS THIS WAS LAST NIGHT WHAT THE HELL!"

...

"I'm sorry."

I wanted to throw a tantrum and cry but I don't wanna look stupid in front of Carter... I mean I cheated too so I can't be mad at him but it hurts to know he would do that. I think I feel differently about him than he feels about me... I think I love him, or maybe I just really like him but I know I don't wanna let him go.

I embraced him into a tight hug and he slightly hugged me back. "Please don't leave." I say, my voice cracked as I felt a tear swell up in my eyes. Carter's the first thing that's ever been mine and I'm not letting it go that easily.

"A-are you mad?" He asked, as I pulled away wiping the tear from my eye threatening to fall. "No. I'm just worried."

"Worried?"
"I don't want you to leave me."
"I'm not gonna leave you, I lov-.. I mean I like you."
"I like you too." I whisper, barely audible. "Let's forget this happened."

I shuffled to get over to the tv and I put in the first movie I saw and cuddled up to Carter. The sun had just went down, and I wasn't paying attention to the movie..

I don't even know what movie it is.

All that was in my mind was Carter.. It had been 4 days but I guess that shows how easy it is to fall for someone in such a short time.

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this was so short I'm sorry.

I have school so I only get like a few hours to write a day.

I might not be able to update tmr bc busy