different; marter

9

Matt
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Ahh, fuck, what time is it? Six, fuck, who needs to be up this early?

"Matt"

"What?"

"Matt, wake up"

"What, I'm up...No"

"Wake up, Matt."

"No I'mma sleep with my..."

"Wake up, son."

"No I'mma sleep with my eyes open, that's fucking logical!"

...

"Faggot."

"What?!"

"Wake the fuck up."

"I'm up."

"You have school right now."

"No I have school at eight, it's six."

"So. That's why your ass isn't getting any breakfast, wake the fuck up."

"I can make myself breakfast, I'm sixteen."

"Matt. Wake the fuck up you faggot."

"HOW 'BOUT YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP MOM?!"

I sat up in my bed as my mom slammed my door. As you can see I'm not exactly a morning person especially when I don't get my full 8 hours. I looked around my room for a few minutes like a newborn baby until I got the courage to finally stand up.

I went into my bathroom and looked in the mirror. My face was all red and had marks on it from the zipper on my pillow. I looked like I got hit by a bus, or hadn't slept in years.

Damn I'm ugly

I need to get hot fast I don't want Carter to see me like this.

I picked out my outfit consistent of black leggings, my odd future shirt, and black & white high top vans.

Fuck, my legs look so weird in leggings screw this outfit. Leggings aren't even for guys especially not at school, only wear them at home.

Outfit 2
Light colored skinny jeans
Pink & grey flower kimono
Grey low rise crop top
Pink & grey flower crown
Grey vans

What the hell why don't I just write 'I'm the most basic bitch in the world' on my forehead? Why the fuck do I even own half this shit?

Maybe I should dress like a boy for once... just for today.

Outfit 3
Camouflage Jeans
White long sleeve shirt
Gold chain
Brown timbs
Camouflage bucket hat

Am I Chris Brown or Matt Espinosa? No one fucking knows anymore. I guess I'm not dressing like a boy today, bc no. Just no.

Outfit 4
black low rise crop top
green high waisted skinny jeans
black high top vans
black cardigan

Goddammit I have no clothes. Whatever I'm just gonna wear like a sweater or something I don't have time for this shit. Who allowed me to get Green pants and why? I should kill them, these are a disgrace.

I hopped in the shower, quickly washing off before getting dressed in black joggers and my golf wang hoodie.

I grabbed my book bag and my phone, charger, etc. and headed down the stairs. My mom had went back to her room after her failed attempt to wake me up nicely.

(((((((((((at school)))))))))))

I parked in my usual spot,. not like I had a choice, sense all sophomores had to park in the same lot and everyone 'picked out' their places at the beginning of the year.