different; marter

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Carter
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He fit perfectly in my arms like a missing puzzle piece.

I knew I loved him but I wasn't gonna dare tell him so soon, that would scare him off so I just thought it to myself.

I love Matthew Espinosa

And nothing can make me change my mind.

I know Matt had sex with Jack.

I'm not stupid.

The only reason Jack did it was to rub it in my face. He had texted me and told me right after he left but I couldn't be mad. I was sad, but not mad. It dug a hole into my heart honestly.

But when he said I was his boyfriend it made my insides warm up and butterflies filled my stomach...And when he smiles I melt.

Just to hear his voice lights up my day. I have no idea what I did before I met him, I feel like I'd die without him low key or maybe high key ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Sunday night I stayed up, even after Matt had went to sleep I laid in bed and thought about him for an hour or so, just smiling to myself at 4 in the morning. I went to bed with a smile on my face as well as waking up with one cause I knew I'd see Matt.

I bragged about him in my mind all the time, complimenting every little aspect about him and emphasizing how he's mine.

I looked down at him as slight snores escaped his lips. He looked so cute... I didn't even realize I was sitting in complete darkness and that the movie had already gone off.

I traced small circles on his shoulder with my thumb, as he slept peacefully. "I love you, Matthew." I whispered, kissing his forehead. "I love you so much.. and I know you're sleeping and probably can't hear me but I don't have the guts to tell you these things while you're awake, not just yet."

"I know what you did with Jack first of all and I'm not mad. And I'm sorry for what I did with Maggie.. I'm so fucking sorry I promise it'll never happen again, you're my only one."

"I know I'm not perfect but I'm not my mistakes." I say quietly.

"I'm the biggest agnostic out there but you are a fucking angel."

"And you're so perfect I just
- ah fuck it you're not listening to this shit anyway."

"I am listening." he said sitting up, making me jump. "I love you too, Carter."

"You do?!"

"I do."

"You promise?"

"I swear." He whispered, looking into my eyes before pressing our lips together.

His lips were so soft and pink it was like kissing a cloud- a feeling that I wouldn't mind to have for the rest of my life.

He put his arms around my neck and slightly turned his head, deepening the kiss. I rested my hands on his lower back as he straddled me.

He opened his mouth slightly, as if he was reading my mind allowing me to slide my tongue in.

He tugged at my shirt lightly, signaling for me to take it off which I did. He reconnected our lips running his left hand down my torso. His small hand slowly made it's way to my pants, slipping into my boxers.

I felt his nimble fingers grasp my hardening length as I let my hands trail down to his ass. I squeezed lightly and he let out a strained moan into my mouth.

"Come on." He said, intertwining our fingers and leading me up stairs. He pulled me on top of him as we reached his bed. I looked into his hazel eyes for a second before he gently pushed his lips against mine.

I ran my hands up his side, lifting his shirt up as I did, starting to undress him.

I slid his shirt over his head, slowly going for his pants which gradually slipped off his legs as he wrapped them around my waist.

"You're so perfect." I whispered, in audibly whilst going down to pull off his underwear.

"And I love you." I said, kissing him on the lips before he could respond. "I'm sorry about Jack. I promise I'll never do that again, you're the only one I want." He breathed tugging at my underwear.

We entangled into the sheets as Matt impatiently pulled off my boxers leaving us both completely naked. The sheet slid down to my lower back as Matt reached for his beside table grabbing a bottle of lube.

I took the bottle and lathered a generous amount of it on my erected length. I wanted to make sure I didn't hurt him at all tonight.

"Carter," Matt whined, squeezing my arm. "I- I want you." He begged.

I gently pushed half way inside him, trying my hardest not to hurt him as he winced in pain.

"Keep going."

I started to thrust in and out of him, our bodies rubbing against each other making sweat form slightly.

"Tell me you love me," I groaned into his neck as I continued to thrust into him, gradually gaining speed.

"I love you... I love you so m-mmuch." he moaned, throwing his head back and breathing deeply, his exhale sounding somewhat like a whine.

His face was a shade of red as our body heats collided making the widow by the bed start to fog up. "Deeper." he mumbled.

I slid into him all the way, moaning at the feeling of him being wrapped around me.

He pushed me off of him and quickly straddled my waist, beginning to ride me. It was pitch black so the only thing I could see was the silhouette of his body, with his head thrown back in ecstasy.

The bed creaked lightly, adding on to the moans and grunts that already filled the room as Matt proceeded.

"I think I'm about to cum- or sneeze, or both."

"Goddammit Carter," Matt cursed grabbing a tissue from the bedside table. "It was so intense until now." he giggled, throwing the tissue at me.

"I LOST MY SNEEZE FUCK!"

"It'll come back." Matt said, his voice cracking as he kept moving up and down on my dick.

Matt clenched his walls around me as he shot his load onto our stomachs, gripping the sheets.

I felt my cock swell inside him, and I squeezed his thighs lightly as I came deep inside him, filling him with my juices.

He fell beside me, panting slightly putting his small hand in mine.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

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